Entertain Me [Tokyo Revengers - Imaushi Wakasa]

Chapter 26: Other guy

Chapter 26:

"You've been awfully quiet since dinner, what's wrong?" Wakasa had the audacity to ask while we were walking home to the apartment.

"It's nothing," I bluntly stated as I was trying to distract myself with my phone, I didn't want to talk about it and I didn't want to talk to Waka right now either,

"What do you think of Tomomi-chan?" Waka questioned, I just remained quiet and pretended to fiddle with my phone, "I did not expect her to be a diligent worker, she listens well and works really hard, I'm actually quite impressed,"

"That's good," I nonchalantly stated, not actually interested in what he had to say about her,

"I know, why don't you get her as your trainer, she could help you get a body like hers, not like you--," He suggested before I interrupted him. Was he implying that her body was better than mine? Maybe it is since she is a model after all but saying that to someone who's feeling insecure lately was just terrible.

I was already feeling bad that maybe Wakasa was just using me to satisfy himself, so him telling me I need to work on my body is making me feel like I'm no longer good enough for him,

Or maybe I was not good enough for him to begin with, I was just... available,

I had enough of this, he has been talking about her the whole time and it's not only pissing me off but it's also ruining my self-esteem,

"Imaushi-san, I forgot to leave the keys to the shop, you go ahead," I interrupted Wakasa who was slightly taken aback,

"Do you want me to come with you, it's getting pretty late and it looks like it's about to rain," He offered but I just waved him off and left, leaving him confused in the middle of the street.

I didn't actually have to go to the shop but I just wanted to get away from Wakasa, I feel like I was about to cry at any moment and as soon as I was out of ear and eye shot, I did start crying.

I have never felt this bad before, sure, I've felt so insecure with the girls that try to cling to him but this is the first time he was actually giving someone the time of day and I know for a fact they aren't related in any way because they did just met at the party.

"I don't want to go home," I mumbled in between sobs as I was walking in the direction of the playground near the station.

...

I've been sitting quietly on the swing for the past 3 hours, I could feel my phone buzzing like crazy but I had no energy to respond to whoever it was that was calling me,

It might be Shin or Wakasa, who knows, all I know is I wanted to be alone,

"Maybe a drink would help me feel better," I told myself as I got up from my seat and headed to the nearest pub I could find,

Drinks were pouring in non-stop and I didn't even care if I was depleting my savings in just one night, I just wanted to forget about tonight. I wanted to forget about Wakasa telling her we were not a couple, well he wasn't lying and I had no right to feel hurt but I don't know anymore,

I don't know what to feel or think anymore,

I just wanted to forget about him, even just for one day.

"I think you should cut back on the heavy liquor," Someone stated, I was already getting pretty drunk and just hissed aggressively at whoever was butting in, it was the bartender, a very, very attractive looking bartender at that, (A/N: imagine Itoshi Sae from Blue Lock XD)

He looked quite young though, like a high schooler perhaps?

"How I spend my money is none of your business," I slurred, he just chuckled at me and handed me a glass of water,