Entertain Me [Tokyo Revengers - Imaushi Wakasa]

Chapter 33: Just another lie

Chapter 33:

"Is that so?" Was all I could respond to the doctor, Wakasa's eyes grew wide with the lack of empathy I had with the news.

Don't get me wrong, I was extremely upset and at some point, I even wanted to cry. I don't want to have kids now but it doesn't mean I didn't want to have any in the future. I, of course, wanted my own family but I guess that dream is dead,

"Shoyo, are you okay?" Wakasa asked, I hated the face he made when he asked, he was looking at me with so much pity and I didn't like it. I don't need other people's pity, it made me feel like I was weak and I'm not, at least, I'm trying not to be,

"I'm fine, I don't even want to have kids so this news doesn't really bother me," I lied, "Unless, this could lead to something like cancer?" I then questioned the doctor who shook her head in response,

"There is a chance but it's unlikely at your age," She responded, she then wrote down on her prescription pad and handed it to me, "Take this regularly, it could help with your infertility and can help reduce the risk of cancer,"

"So it's curable?" Wakasa asked, the doctor gave an awkward smile before answering,

"Infertility is a little tricky, but there's a 1% chance you could get pregnant, I mean miracles can happen after all, you guys just have to keep trying," She answered, is she trying to keep my hopes up or something? Because it's not working, I know that it's a zero to none chance I can get pregnant and miracles don't exist,

I wished she wouldnt keep my hopes up because it's making this way more harder for me,

"Thanks but I really don't have plans to have children, if there isn't anything else, we should get going," I assured them, I got up from my seat and bowed to the doctor before leaving, 

I walked out of the hospital with Wakasa following behind me, he has been awfully quiet the whole time. Was he upset with the news? He was kind of hopeful to have a kid but then again, I'm just a roommate to him, he could have kids with any other women.

He can't have kids with me...

I just realized what that meant,

Wakasa was very vocal about wanting to have kids and the fact I can't produce any means whatever chance I had with him is gone,

He will never pick me now,

[Wakasa's POV]

Shoyo hasn't said anything since the moment we stepped out of the hospital. She said back there that it didn't bother her but I'm pretty sure she was lying,

I'm not really good at comforting other people so I wasn't sure if I should say something or leave her alone for a while, and judging by the aura she's omitting, I feel like she would kill me just by breathing.

She was really upset,

The whole travel back home was quiet and awkward, I really didn't have the heart to talk to her, I know she was trying her hardest to hold back the pain so I feel like if I talk to her she was going to have a breakdown, and neither of us want that to happen,

Maybe I should wait until we get home,

"S-so do you want to eat out for dinner?" I lamely asked Shoyo as we arrived at the gate of our apartment

She continued to ignore me and just went inside the apartment, 

She aggressively took her shoes off and marched her way to her desk and emptied her top drawer. She grabbed her pills and angrily threw it in the garbage bin,

"Woah, princess, calm down! What are you doing?" I asked as I headed towards the bin and pulled out the pills she threw, "The doctor said you should still drink them, they could still help,"