"So, ano? Ano'ng pinag-usapan niyo kagabi?" si Johoney.
"Oh... Nag-usap lang ba talaga?!" Humagikhik si Pearly.
Halos tampalin ko siya ng libro. I am not innocent enough not to understand what she said! Pero ito namang ako na kahit aware na walang kung anong nangyari ay namula naman ang pisngi!
"Omg!" Napatayo si Johoney at napatakip sa bibig. "Sinagot mo na ba kaya nag-ano na kayo . . ."
"No!" Hinila ko ang buhok niya kaya napaupo 'to pabalik. "Walang nangyari, okay! As if hahayaan ko 'yang mangyari— yucks, kadiri talaga 'yang mga iniisip niyo!"
"Ano bang ginagawa kapag gabi, hindi ba—" nag-isip-isip si Johoney. "Malabong usap lang! Sabihin mo na sa amin! As long as gumamit siya ng protection—"
"No, no!" Halos iiri ko na ang mga emosyon ko. "We are too young for that— and not that I want to . . Basta! Kasama namin ang kapatid niya kagabi. We did star gazing for hours. And then, hinatid niya ako! That's all!"
Goodness, kung kaya ko lang sabihin lahat ng nangyari ginawa ko na, eh.
"Okay?" Pearly still are looking at me suspiciously. "We'll give you the benefit of the doubt."
"I swear!" I surrendered my hands.
Hindi namin kasama si Allysa ngayon dahil may pinapagawa ang advicer namin sa kaniya. Kararating pa lang namin dito sa library ay 'to na kaagad ang topic ng mga kaibigan ko. Mabuti na lang talaga at wala ang bookkeeper at kami pa lang din ang nakatambay.
"How was it?" Pearly questioned, and I just simply answered. Matapos kong magsalita ay namangha rin sila knowing Caliver is a talented person. Pero napalitan din ng lungkot ang mga mukha namin nang mapag-usapan ang sakit niya.
"Rumors can sometimes ruin someone's innocence, 'no?" komento ni Johoney. "Noong narinig ko ang usapan ng boys natin sa room ang patungkol sa kunong ginawa ni Cal, naniwala kaagad ako at nainis. Without knowing that he has been protecting his vulnerable brother against bullies."
"Ano'ng plano niya ngayon? Has he any plans to protect his name?" si Pearly.
Nagkibit-balikat ako. "I don't know. But one thing is for sure: his brother's safety his primary goal for now. Sanay naman na 'ata 'yong tumanggap ng mga masasakit o pekeng salita, e'. Remember his previous behavior? Mas lumala lang dahil maraming may galit sa kaniya na nagkakalat ng maling balita."
"But he's still a walking red flag. A heartbreaker," si Johoney. "Hindi naman sa sinisiraan ko si Cal, ha, Chelsy. That's just my observation. I just want you to be more careful."
"Napapa-english talaga 'pag nag-aadvice, 'no?" hirit ni Pearly sa kaniya. Inirapan lang nila ang isa't isa at the end.
But honestly speaking, I think I view things differently now. I think against na ako sa perspective na meroon ako noon, including my friends'. Not that I am invalidating their opinion, aware naman ako na gusto lang nila ang pinaka-best sa akin.
If people change, then Cal . . .
Simula kasi noong naging malapit ako sa kaniya ay nakilala ko ang ibang personality niya, personality na 'di ko akalaing mayroon siya based on our first interaction. Hindi ko na siya nakikitang nakipagsasalamuha kay Amethyst. His actions match his words. When he told me na lalayuan niya si Amethyst, he really did.
Noong sinabi niyang gusto niyang ipakita na seryoso siya sa 'kin, literal niya talagang ginawa.
And those are not red flags anymore.
"Nasa meeting si ma'am ngayon, pero may iniwan siyang seat work. She already sent it in our group chat. Pass it to me when you're done," Allysa announced. Tumango naman kaming lahat, at kaniya-kaniya nang nagsisagutan.

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Towering the Flames (SS#2) Under Major Revision
Romance"They say I am the fire that will destroy you. But they're wrong. Because you're actually the flame that towers over me until I become ashes. But darling, I am your willing victim." Book cover by : Princess Paguio