"His love is strong; like patrón. it feels good at for a little, but in the end It feels like shit."
Love isn't easy, it isn't soft and pleasant how they make it seem. For London Harper, a cruel love is all she knew. She never knew the true feeling...
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LONDON ELISE HAPRER,16
April/24/2018
7:24 PM
After the appointment, London felt better about the baby. She felt like she could actually get through this, if she had to play both parental roles then she would. Its not something she wanted, neither did she want her baby to grow up with a bitter single mom like she did.
But after all, that seemed like the case. She and Ja could get along she just knew one of them would mess it up, she knew what that felt like she to have your parents get together knowing that their no good for each other.
she hoped she just didnt project her childhood onto her baby.
Right now she waited at the bus stop, holding onto her backpack strap tightly. She and Dee had made plans to meet up with each other and talk out their situation.
If he wanted a relationship, she would tell him how she didnt want to be in anything right now, but if he wanted to keep things lowkey she more than likey would say yes. she just wanted a simple friendship with a little bit of flirting and lovin' here and there.
"London." Dee called out getting out of his car, "Hi." she smiled, getting up from the shaded bench. He wrapped his arms around he waist leaning down to place his head in the crook of her neck. she wrapped her arms around the back of his neck.
"I missed you, lil' ma." he spoke, relating her from the hug and standing up straight. "me too." she looked down. "C'mon, I got us food in the car." He spoke, grabbing her bag and her hand before he opened the passenger side door for her.
"Thank you." she smiled, he jogged around to his side before getting in. "I got you these too." he spoke, handing her a bouquet of white roses. "Thank you dee. Your so sweet." she gushed, leaning over the console to hug him again.
"Bare mimum." he shrugged, "its not, you dont just give a girl flowers and do all this if you dont want something."she laughed, looking at the flowers she held getting back into her seat. "Im not that type of nigga,London. You gotta understand just because youve been done wrong in the past doesnt mean all niggas are like that. I really want to grow a bond with you." he spoke, looking over at her.
"I dont want sex, I want to start off with something slow, then work my way up to being your man. And I know you got the baby. But I promise ill love whatever package you come with." he truthfully said. He was raised by a single mother, he knows how it feels as well. He wouldnt just throw her to the side beacuse she had a baby.
He really thought London was beautiful, she was nice and caring. all he wanted in a girl.
"thats all I want." she smiled, finally looking up at him with tears crowding her eyes. "Man, these horomones are killing me." she laughed, pulling her jacket sleeve down to wipe the tears away.
