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LONDON ELISE HARPER,17
October/21/2018
7:20 Pm
"I dont know how to feel, I want to be mad. But at who is the question. She just wants to-I don't know, she's nervous; I guess. I just want this to be over." She sighed, wiping her face as she sat next to Ja on his couch.
Ja sighed, not knowing how to help her. "You gotta let shit that you can't control go sometimes." He said.
That's the only saying Ja went by now. Whatever he couldn't control he wasn't going to let get to him, Liyanna yelling at him for something he didn't do; cut her off.
He cut Liyanna off for a couple of reasons the first one being he didn't want that to toxicity to affect to his baby girl.
Another reason was it was draining him mentally, physically, and emotionally. He knew that somehow he would end up with her down the line no matter if it was being in a relationship, trying to be friends, or just casual sex.
He wanted to show his daughter love from both of her parents meaning them together giving that to her. In a relationship, he grew up with two parents who loved each other. That's really all he knew and what he wanted.
London on the other hand knew what it was like to go from parent to parents house. Well in her case, mom to her grandmas house.
She had no problem with that now, She could never see herself with Ja again. Well she was never officially with him, they just did could like things. In his words they were together, but London knew that if a guy or person never asked you officially then you weren't together.
Damari really set the bar for any other guy that tried to date her. He was actually the first true love for her.
"But it's different here, it hurts more. When she was telling me, she called him the love of her life. That hurt, she moved on. Never told him about their-his child. He's dead now, She's going to go on with her life. She wasn't t- she wasn't there, bot-both times watching him in a po-pool of his own blood." She sobbed, covering her face as Ja held her.
"But somehow their soulmates? That's the love of her life, like I wasn't siting there. Like I don't exist." She said.
"You gotta relax, everything doesn't need a reaction. Your only gonna stress yourself out even more, I can't have that. You gotta stop letting people abuse your kindness, Me especially." He said, wiping her tears away with his shirt.
She mentally rolled her eyes, she didn't even know why she would come here. He couldn't provide her with the words she needed to hear right now.
