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LONDON ELISE HARPER,16
August/26/2018
12:45 PM
"You sure you want to go to this? Me and you could just run away and live out in Costa Rica or somewhere." Rose said, throwing herself down on London's bed.
"Tell me a time." She replied, curling her hair.
"But on a real note. I don't want to go, when I went to his birthday party everyone was coming up to me just touching me and shit. Now I have to have a whole party dedicated to me and my baby. Can't even fake happy right now." She mumbled as Rose pouted.
Jamie spent a lot of time planning this baby shower, she spent a lot of money doing it as well same for the people who brought gifts or diapers for her. She would feel horrible if she didn't go.
So for tonight she would put her feelings on the back burner and suck it up.
Even Lauren was excited for the baby shower which shocked London. And it also made her question why she wasn't.
It was a party for her child.
A child she didn't connect with, there was this article that just had her mind swarmed with questions. It talked about how mothers build a connection with their child in the womb. Or how when their baby is born there is instantly a motherly love.
London didn't feel that yet, and she was 6 months. What if the baby grew up like her?
Fighting for her mother's love, or attention. She really didn't want that, she just didn't know how to handle it.
Everything was happening so fast, coming at her left and right. She wanted to break down at every moment, And she didn't know if it was from the hormones, her siblings leaving her, just random pent-up anger, or Damari. Everything was still fresh.
"But I don't want to talk about the baby shower or me right now. Tell me about you, I haven't heard anything about you and trell." London tried to lighten the mood once she saw the look of concern on Rose's face.
Rose rolled her eyes, standing up from the bed. She began to look through her closet.
"Me I am wonderful, I really wanna move out of my mama crib like quickly. I love her and my daddy; but I wanna be a big girl now. I wanna fresh start." She said, pulling out a couple of dresses for London to wear.
"You only 17. You sure you want to make that big of a jump right now?"She asked, turning around to look at her.
"I really feel like I need to. I have a way too many bad memories in that house." She shrugged.
