Always start over

We're home!

When i was walking to the lunch room someone grabbed my arm. I looked back and it was Finn.
"Can I help you with anything?" I asked as Finn kissed me on the lips and then looked at me in the eyes.
"Rachel..I ...I know we don't really talk much anymore but I can't stand it. I love you Rachel, I want to be with you"
I looked at Finns lips then eyes and I kissed him back.
Once Our lips separated I ran off.
After lunch I saw Shelby at the teachers lounge.
I'm not allowed to go in there but I mean no one cares.
When I walked in, no one noticed. I walked to Shelby and sat across from her. "hey" I said with a smile on my face as Shelby looked up surprised. "Rachel what are you doing here?"
"I just have to tell you something"
"Okay but hurry you're not suppose to be in here"
"Okay, okay. Well, Finn kissed me... And I kissed him back and then I ran away...he wants to go back with me and so do I but I'm afraid"
"What are you afraid of?" Asked Shelby
"I'm afraid of losing him again. I already lost so many things.... I won't wanna lose him again."I said as tears began to flood my eyes.
"Hey Rachel come to my house tonight. We can talk about it then."
"Can I stay over...😕😁 please we can have the mother daughter bond you always wanted."
Shelby smiled and said "fine you can stay with me but just for 2 days I don't want your dads to get mad at me for keeping their daughter." Said Shelby as she laughed and then when she noticed my serious face she stopped.
"I asked my dads if I can stay with you forever because I feel uncomfortable with 2 dads. I wanted to know if I could stay with you forever not for 2 days"
Shelby takes my hand and says " okay I'll keep you for a week...just to see if you like it with me .... If you like it with me you can stay with me.... If you don't-----"
I cut Shelby off and say" Shelby stop right there, I will like it with you.... I won't hate it I mean why would i hate it"
"Okay then....I'll just pick you up at 6:00,is that okay?"
"Mmmhmmm yea it's fine" I said as I got up from my chair and hugged Shelby " oh Shelby, I love you."
------6:00------
*ring ring ring*
I picked up my phone "hello?"
"Hey Rachel I'm in the front, are you ready?"
"Yes" I said as I hug up and got all my stuff.
"Love you dads" I said as I gave them a hug and a kiss.
"We love you too and we will miss you"
I looked at them and saw there eyes starting to fill. "Awe come on don't cry... I'll be back I promise I'll visit you whenever I can." I said as I ran out the house and went inside Shelby's car.
"Hi" I said with a smile on my face.
"Hi, ummm Rachel I want you to know something." Said Shelby as she started to drive.
"What is it?
"Well Will ( mr. Schue)and I-----"
I cut Shelby off  " are done wow....that's so sad I'm sorry about that" Shelby laughs and says "no we live together"
"Wait what? Are you guys Engaged or married orrrrr ummm"
"No no no no we aren't any of those... Well I mean we are thinking about getting engaged."
"Awe cute" i said as I clapped my hands.
"Wow I didn't really think you would be happy about it"
"Look if you are happy I am happy" I said with a smile on my face.
Shelby stopped the car and parked. "We're home" said Shelby as we came out the car and walked to the front door.
Once Shelby opened the door the first thing I saw was will.
"Welcome to your new home Rachel" said mr. Schue.
"I have a question...when you guys get married do I call you dad?....."
"I mean that depends if you want to" said will as he walked to the couch.
"Oh okay."
"Okay so Rachel your room is the last room in the right" said Shelby as I walked up stairs.