Always start over

I GOT IN!!

When Will parked his car. I ran out the car and ran to the front door. I took my keys out and opened the door really fast and ran to my room. Shelby looked and will and smiled.
"She's growing up so fast" said Shelby as will kissed her on the lips.
"I know... She's also changing....I knew her ever since she was little....I never got to talk to her but I mean she was very cute." Said Will as Shelby smiled then tilted her head.
"Wait how did you know her if she wasn't in this school when she was little?"
"Well me and her dads were friends and they introduced me to her...and I always saw her come out of school when I was going home and when I was going to work. But of course she didn't remember me when she came to Mckendly High because that was a long time ago..I didn't even know that was her." Said Will as Shelby sighed.
"At least you got to see her grow up a bit"said Shelby as will kissed her again and they both came out the car.
Shelby and Will both walked inside as they saw me run downstairs to the kitchen.
"Mom" I yelled as Shelby came to the kitchen.
"Yes?"said Shelby as she walked to me.
"Do we have anything to eat....like fruits or somethin?" I asked as I opened the fridge.
"Yes in the bottom cabinet in the fridge.. We have grapes and blueberries"Shelby responded as I got the grapes and ran back up stairs. "thanks mom!"
When I went in my room I sat down on my desk and start to play my beautiful Barbra's music.
I took out my diary and started to write and eat..
| Hey diary, today was a good day I mean except the part when I got sent to the principles office. Gosh I really hated Mr.Schue today...well I mean I was trying to take people's back not get---| Will knocks on my door.
"Rachel may I come in? I need to talk to you about something." Said will as I closed my diary .
"Yes you may come in Mr.Schue, I Mean Will" I said as will opened the door.
Will grabbed a chair and sat next to me. "I'm sorry about today, I wasn't thinking" he said as he smiled. I looked down and smiled slightly. "Do you forgive me?"
"Yea of course Will it wasn't that much of a big deal" I said as he smiled.
"Yea it was...I know you were going through a lot lately and I'm sorry. But can you tell me about what puck did to you...and I heard something about Quinn too."he said as I jumped up and looked at him straight in the eyes .
"How do you know this" I threw my self on my bed and started crying."
"Rachel there's no need to cry"
"Yes there is....Will I told Shelby to keep it a secret...and she broke that promise" I said as will came closer to me.
"I'll keep it a secret... No one will no. I Will schuster is going to keep this secret in here" said will as he put his hand on his heart as I giggled, got up and hugged him. "Thank you Mr.Schue"
Will smiled and kissed me on the forehead and walked out the room as I turned off the light and went to sleep.
-----next today-----
"Wake up Rachel" said shelby as she pushed me to the other side of my bed which there is no other side so the floor😆😂.
"MOM!" I yelled as we both started to laugh. "I leave at 3 why are you waking me up now?"
"So you think I'm gonna let you stay asleep until it's 3?" Said Shelby as I nodded. "Hahaha funny"
Shelby helped me up and we both walked to the kitchen.
"Where's will"I asked as Shelby gave me breakfast.
"he's taking a shower" said Shelby.
"Oh....well...wow you made breakfast already?" I said surprised.
"Yea I decided to wake up early and make breakfast" said Shelby as she smiled and sat next to me.
"Thanks. Umm Shelby I have a question."
"Yes?"
"Can you get more baby's?"I asked and thought If that sounded weird.
"Rachel" Shelby grabbed my hand. "Once I got you I had so many operations that now,I can't have another baby" said Shelby as she started to cry.
"Wait what! You never know mom....maybe you can get pregnant....maybe you are already,you just don't know" I said as Shelby smiled. will came out of the bathroom and walked downstairs to the kitchen.
"Shelby you alright babe" asked Will as he bent over and kissed her on the lips.
"Yea" said Shelby as she kissed him back.
"Okay I'm done eating see yah later, I'll call you guys when I have to go" I said as I walked upstairs leaving both Shelby and will alone
--Shelby's POV--
Once Rachel left,me and Will walked to the living room and watched tv then all of a sudden I feel a hand trail down my pants.
I look at Will and smile.
I kissed him and he kissed me back as he carried me bridal style to our room. He threw me on the bed.----------
When we were finished I looked at the time and saw that Rachel had to leave in about 4 minutes.
I looked at Will and said "that was good"
I kissed him on the lips and put my clothes back on.
I opened the door and saw Rachel downstairs getting ready. She looked at me and said "were you guys?"
I looked at her as my eyes began to wide. I didn't know what to say so I just nodded my head.
Rachel smiles and says "come on I have to go"
I get the keys as Will gets ready and outs his clothes on and we all leave. When we went it the car it was so quiet. Honestly I didn't know what to say to Rachel.
"So Rachel are you nervous?" I asked as she nodded her head yes.
"Don't be, you'll be alright" I said as Rachel smiled and in a few hours there we were at the NYADA theatre.
I looked at Rachel and said "I love you baby. Good luck. Take a deep breath and walk in there. Make the lady proud that she gave you a 3rd chance." I said as Rachel walked to the door and took a breath.
"I can do this" whispered Rachel as she went inside and walked up stage.
"Hi I'm Rachel berry as you know and I'll be singing being good isn't good enough." Rachel said as I smiled.
Tibideaux then stopped her.
"Rachel Berry, I saw you at nationals... And all I want you to know is that I am letting you in but since I have class in the circle room you can be the first one to perform there...just to show me if I'm making the right choice." She said as she got up and Rachel followed her and looked at Will and I confused as we followed her.
--Rachel's POV--
When I walked in the room I saw many people sitting down. I looked at them and smiled as Tibideaux introduced me to everyone.
"Everyone, listen up this is Rachel Berry and she is going to sing for us." The room was literally a circle... No edges because if you have a circle your voice will sound better like the echo and it will also bounce off.
I looked at everyone and breathed in.
"Hi I'm Rachel Berry and I'll be singing Good isn't good enough" I said as I began to sing.
When I was finished Tibideaux smiled at me and nodded her head (yes). I smiled and hugged Shelby and Will.
"Congrats!" Said will as Shelby started to cry.
"I'm gonna miss you.... what will I do without you." Cried Shelby as I hugged her.
"Its okay mom I'll try my best to visit you...but it cost a lot of money." I said as I kissed her on the cheek. "I love you mom, and Will too."
Shelby and Will Went in the car as I took all my suit cases out. I was already packed. So I walked to my room.
Later on that day I went to go take a shower and heard some guy singing. I paused for a second as I hear him come out the shower. I looked back and saw him smiling.
He comes up to me and says "hi my name is Brody"
I looked at him frozen as he laughs and smiles. "And your name is?"
I looked at him and said "my name is Rachel Berry"
"Cute name.. So are you new here?"
"Y..yes"
"What do you do? Sing,dance?"
"Both" I said as he smiled brightly.
"Well I have to get going, it was nice meeting you" he said as he shook my hand and left.
I still seemed so surprised for some reason.
After I took a shower I put my clothes on and get a phone call from Finn. When I picked up he started to cry. "Rachel, I'm sorry but I can't stay so far away from you...i don't know if we are dating or not but I wanted to marry you.....maybe this is too soon I should've told you when we all were leaving Mckendly but Rachel I love you. But then again I think I don't want to be with you since you are so far away. I'm sorry" Finn said as I stood quiet and hung up the phone.
I walked to the mirror and started to cry. How does this make any sense!.
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