Always start over

Wait, Shelby?

The next day after school I went to the music room.
I stopped for a second cuz I see someone really familiar
In the room.
"Shelby??" I questioned as she turned around and smiled.
"What are you doing here!?" I said as I gave her a hug.
"Well I moved to New York..just for a little.."said Shelby as my eyes widened.
"How about Will..and please don't tell me you moved just to see me"i said nervously.
"Will understands... I mean I have work here for a few weeks..and no it's not because I wanted to see you..but I was excited to"said Shelby as she gave me sheets and said "can I sing with you one last time"
"One last time what do you mean?" I asked as shelby grabbed my hand.
"This is the last time I'm gonna see...except for the performance in funny girl." Said Shelby as I teared.
I looked at the lyrics and smiled I love this song" I said as Shelby smiled.
"Good"
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~>~ when we finished singing. Shelby came close to me and gave me a hug.
"Rachel I love you but...I think this is the time I tell you that you don't need me anymore..." Said Shelby as I looked down.
"Rachel...it's true...you only wanted a mom to help you with your problems... And that's what I did"
"You know what I did wrong.. Asking you to be my mom...and to give you a second chance...not even,a third because you slapped me in the face." I said as I walked out the room.

"Don't know just where I'm going" I sang
And tomorrow, it's a little overwhelming
And the air is cold
And I'm not the same anymore
I've been running in your direction
For to long now
I've lost my own reflection
And I can't look down
If you're not there to catch me when I fall.

"If this is the moment I stand here on my own"I sang as Kurt Blaine and Santana walked behind me and harmonized.
If this is my rite of passage that somehow leads me home
I might be afraid
But it's my turn to be brave
If this is the last chance before we say goodbye
At least it's the first day of the rest of my life
I can't be afraid
Cause it's my turn to be brave

All along all I ever wanted, was to be the light
When your life was daunting
But I can't see mine
When I feel as though you're pushing me away
Well who's to blame, are we making the right choices
Cause we can't be sure if we're hearing our own voices
As we close the door even though we are so desperate to stay

If this is the moment I stand here on my own
If this is my rite of passage that somehow leads me home
I might be afraid
But it's my turn to be brave
If this is the last chance before we say goodbye
At least it's the first day of the rest of my life
I can't be afraid
Cause it's my turn to be brave

"And I might still cry" sang Shelby as she started to cry while walking down the halls.
And I might still bleed
These thorns in my side
This heart on my sleeve
And lightening may strike
This ground at my feet
And I might still crash
But I still believe

This is the moment I stand here all alone
With everything I have inside, everything I own
I might be afraid
But it's my turn to be brave
If this is the last time before we say goodbye
At least it's the first day of the rest of my life
I can't be afraid
"Cause it's my turn to be brave" sang both Shelby and I.
I walked to my house and ran to my bed as Kurt follows.
"Rachel what's wrong" asked Kurt as he sat next to me.
"Mom that what's wrong my mom...or let's say use to be.

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