Always start over

Time to pack.

I walked to my room and Shelby followed. I sat on my bed and then looked down as Shelby sits next to me.
"Babe what's wrong?"asked Shelby.
"I want to go to go with Jesse... But I also want to go to collage..."I said as I looked at Shelby .
"Didn't you already tell Jesse you were gonna be with him.. You can change your mind...but fast." Shelby said as she smiled slightly and walked to the door.
"What if I make the wrong disition... Mom I don't know what to do" I said as I started to cry.
"Rachel pick what you think is the right choice" Shelby said as I nodded and laid down.
I think I'll just go with Jesse... I mean I wouldn't want to hurt him, I already said yes.
-----------------------NEXT DAY-----------
I woke up and walked to the kitchen as Shelby was putting breakfast on plates. I smiled and walked to her.
"Mom don't you ever get tired of being a mom?" I asked as she smiled and gave me my plate.
"Yes.. Then no... I love being a mom but sometimes it's very tiring" Shelby said as she kissed me on the forehead.
"Oh Rachel, when you finish eating wanna have a mother daughter day" asked Shelby as I smiled brightly.
"Yea sure. What about Will?" I asked as I started to eat.
"He's going to be in a meeting" Shelby said as I nodded .

- when I finished eating I took a shower and brushed my teeth. I put my makeup on and cloths and got my purse.
"You ready?" Shelby asked as I smiled and nodded.
Shelby and I walked to the car and went inside.
Shelby started the car and started to drive. "So what are we gonna do" I asked as I looked out the window.
"I was thinking we can go watch a movie...go to the mall ...eat"Shelby said as I smiled.
"Okay that's sounds good" I said as Shelby smiled back.
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after the movies and the mall.
Shelby and I got in the car. " Rachel I have something to tell you something"Shelby said as I looked at her and smiled slightly. "You remember when I went to talk to puck" I nod my head. "Puck kissed me...I pushed him away though it wasn't one of those long ones"
I looked at Shelby as my eyes began to wide."wow" I said as Shelby looked down.
"Are you mad at me?" Shelby asked as I nodded no.
"No it's not your fault" I said as I smiled.
It got quiet for a few until I said" I can't wait to go back to New York....but I'm scared"
"Why" asked Shelby.
"I... Feel like what happened to me before is gonna happen again" I said as I looked down.
"If you listened to me non of this would've happened" Shelby said as I nodded.
"Rachel stop trying so hard" Shelby said .
"Mom I thought trying hard was good" I said as I looked at Shelby.
"Rachel.... Trying can be both good and bad.. You never know what's gonna happen next.. You tried really hard to get on funny girl but since you want to be a star ... You wanted to be on tv too.. Stay in one thing then maybe when you're ready you can do something else too" Shelby said as I looked down.
"Do you believe that I can do this" I asked as Shelby smiled.
"Yes sweetie I believe "Shelby said as I smiled back.
Shelby began to drive to breadsticks .
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When we finished eating Shelby and i went back home and once we got there I get a call from Jesse .
"Rachel you ready?" Jesse asked as tilted my head.
"Ready for what?" I asked as I walked in the house.
"Aren't you going to New York Tomorrow?" Jesse asked as I jumped up and ran to my room.
--- "Rachel where are you going" asked Shelby as I ran back down.
"I... I.. Have to pack!! I'm leaving to New York tomorrow!!" I said as I ran back to my room and packed up

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Guys I'm so sorry It took so long for me to update. I just have so much to do like, packing my suitcase for Puerto Rico. Also HW...oh and finding out just today that one of my old friends from my old school... That I didn't know that much just died from a car crash. It's really hard for me to think right now... But I promise that I will try my best to update.😔😌😉💖 thank you.