Impossibilities

Am I In A Relationship?

Maddi's POV:

Walking into Kai's room I see a God-like man standing before me in nothing but a towel. He is wet from the shower he just got done taking. He was facing away from me, but he sensed that I was there. As the seconds go by, my body, controlling itself, moves toward him. I wrap my arms around his body and slide my hands down his pecks and abs. Biting my lip I let out a slight moan.

Did I just moan? I lay my head on his back and look up to see his eyes closed and his lips curled up into a smile.

"It's about time Maddi." He turned around and kissed me roughly. He tasted like the sweetest chocolate I've ever had. It felt so good. I let out a couple more moans as his tongue slid past my lips and explored my mouth.

One of his hands were on my cheek and the other on my hip pulling me closer. He walked forward slowly pushing me backwards until I hit the edge of his bed.

"Kai.."

"Shhh.. just let it happen. You know you want this to happen." I couldn't argue with him there. But was it too fast? Oh screw it.

I layed down on the bed and he got on top of me. He kissed me again, more passionately this time, and pushed his body down on mine. I could feel every inch of him on me and I was loving it.

"Oh Kai.. mmm.." I felt his hand sliding down my chest and stomach, under my shirt, and sliding back up towards my bra. He pulled back and looked deeply in my eyes.

"Maddi, I l..." *beep* *beep* *beep*

What the hell? What is that noise.

Kai slowly started to disappear.

No! Kai come back!

I open my eyes and look to my left at my alarm clock going off. Ugh! Are you kidding me? Best dream of my life, and my alarm cock blocks me. If only that dream was real.

I hit the snooze button and got ready for my dancing rehearsals. As I was pulling on my shirt, i heard a knock on my door. I opened it to find Suho standing outside my door.

"Hey Maddi, are you ready to go?"

"Yeah just let me get my shoes on." He nodded and left. I grabbed my shoes and slid them on thinking about my dream. Was this going to affect how I usually act around Kai? God today is going to be interesting.

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After a few dances we all took a break. I had been avoiding Kai, because I was not sure how to act towards him. Everytime I looked over at him, I blushed like crazy mad picturing the feel of his body and lips on me. I wanted it and way more. Oh Kai.. why do you do this to me?

I had to figure out how to control myself and forget this dream and I had to do it now, because he was headed my way. Oh damn it.

"Hey Maddi." He sat down next to me. His sweat reminded me of the water droplets from my dream.. oh shit.. bad Maddi no.

"Uh.. h.. hi Kai. Great dancing." I tried to not look at him, which made it easier to talk without a stutter.

"Thanks, you too. I mean it. You really are starting to get it." I smiled at his sweetness, but still kept my eyes down. "Are you nervous about the interview tomorrow?"

He had no idea. "Yeah I am, but hey I wanted to be part of the fame life."

"It's not as bad as you think. I'll be there helping you when you need it." That's when I looked up at him. He was smiling big at me. His white teeth showed to make the smile even more perfect. Everything about him was perfect. I continued to stare at him and he stared right back. We didn't say anything just stared.

I leaned in slightly and so did he. We were so close to kissing, but he stopped and looked away. Ah.. rejection..

"I'm sorry Maddi, but before we do anything. I want to tell you about my past. I want to tell you about the curse I seem to have." He looked around at the other members who happened to be looking at us. "But not here ok?" He smiled and stood up, then helped me up. "Come on, we have a song that can only be sung by all of us." I laughed and stood up.

He never let go of my hand as we walked to the studio. Was what happened really a curse? Was he afraid that it was going to happen again with me? Was he even going to give me a chance? To think this day started with an intense fantasy, and now it looks like reality was going to hit me hard with either rejection or a cursed relationship. *sighs*