Me Before You

PART 20: Fate

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Losing my job was a curveball I never saw coming. The sudden twist of fate left me momentarily stunned, unsure of how to navigate the uncertain path that lay before me. But despite my shock and fret, a gentle sensation of thankfulness swept over me. I understood that this unexpected turn of events could be a blessing in disguise, revealing my boss's true colors and his lack of appreciation for my contributions.

Having my loyal lover, P'Yin there for me during all of this path uncertainty was a huge comfort. He stood by my side, offering unwavering support and encouragement. His confidence in me and his assurance in my ability gave me the will to stand up for myself and face the future with confidence. A sensation of calm and peace washed over me as I remembered that P'Yin was my rock, someone who would be there for me no matter what.

I began to see the silver lining in my newfound freedom. This unexpected hiatus granted me the opportunity to indulge in my passion, painting. The canvas became my sanctuary, a space where I could pour my emotions and innermost thoughts into vibrant strokes of color. It also allowed me to dedicate more quality time to nurturing my relationship with P'Yin.

After I had finished making and packing P'Yin's lunch, I took a Grab car to his office, so that we could spend the rest of the day there. My face lit up with joy as I hugged my backpack. Having a chance to make and bring him lunch was a wonderful feeling.

As I made my way through the entrance of P'Yin's company, the lobby seemed to buzz with a different kind of energy. It was as if the air itself crackled with anticipation and I couldn't help but notice the lingering gazes that followed my every step. Whispered and quiet talk filled the area, generating a palpable tension that appeared to acknowledge my relationship with P'Yin.

Did I feel worried? Did I feel uncomfortable? It may sound selfish for P'Yin's parents but all I could feel at this moment was a surge of joy and contentment because at least, all the women that P'Yin's parents tried to introduce to him already know that P'Yin has me and that their attempts to sway his affections were in vain.

No longer did we need to hide our affection, to suppress the smiles that crept onto our faces when we stole glances at each other.

I love P'Yin. That's it. I wanted to be selfish for our love.

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Knock knock knock

I knocked on P'Yin's door and slowly opened the door. "Can I come in?" I asked, smiling from ear to ear.

P'Yin's serious expression changed to a cheerful smile as soon as he saw me. "Hey, baby. Come here," he said while opening his arms for me.

As I placed my backpack on the table, I walked towards him and hugged him, sitting on his lap. I felt a rush of comfort and security wash over me. His arms wrapped around me, creating a sanctuary where I could find solace and reassurance.

"I miss you," I uttered while nuzzling my face into the crook of his neck, inhaling his familiar scent, as if it were a balm for my soul.

P'Yin chuckled softly, his hands gently caressing my back. "I miss you too, baby. I don't stop looking at the clock, waiting for lunch hour."

I tilted my head up, my eyes meeting his and a tender smile graced my lips. "You miss me that much, hm?" I inquired, pressed a soft kiss to his forehead and his cheeks.

But after a second, my eyes stopped and focused on his red cheek. Confusion and concern washed over me in an instant, replacing the affectionate banter with a pang of worry. I gently cupped his face, my touch feather light as I tried to make sense of what had happened.