Love over Gun

💰Money08💰

Napakunot ang noo ko nang mapansing hindi siya interesado. Shit? Did I get the wrong information? I thought they are both not in good terms? What if it's a false? Anong gagawin ko? Is he going to tell it to my father that I'm planning of betraying them?

But I got enough... I've been giving them my life eversince I was born. At kung ang utang na loob kung hindi dahil sa kanya ay wala ako sa mundong ito ay sa palagay ko ay nabayaran ko na. Hindi naman literal na nababayaran iyon pero ni minsan naman ay hindi siya nagpakatatay sa akin.

I was just a killing machine... a tool. A tool that they can use to eliminate their enemies that will going after them.

Anong gagawin ko? By just looking at him right now makes me wonder if I can get out here alive. Pero ang narinig ko noon ay may plinaplano sina Syto at ang papa ko para mapabagsak ang organisasyon ni Adue. I'm sure with what I heard. At hindi malayong ako ang gamitin nila.

But I don't want to do what they wanted me to do anymore. They say that, "if you find some more powerful than you are don't compete with them. Instead work with them." It wasn't the real statement but I rephrased it.

For my perception Adue is more powerful compared to my father organisation. But in return of my plan to take them down is that I need to offer my life to Adue. I'm willing to do whatever he wanted me to do just not sex.  

Pero hindi malayong baka ang gustuhin niya ay ang katawan ko para sa panandaliang aliw.  By just looking at his physical appearance he looked like someone who fuck different womans on his bed.

O baka hindi lang sa kama niya... If that happen what will I do? I can let him use my body but not on a way where it involved sex.

"What will you do in return?" He asked. And slowly walked towards me. Agad akong tumayo mula sa higaan kaya napadaing ako ng maramdamang kumirot ang tagiliran ko. He occupied the space between us and join me on my despair.

"What the fuck. I just told you not to move to much. You... f*ck you're really a rat. Damn."

Napatingin ako sa kanya ng deretsyo habang panay pa rin ang mura niya habang hinahawakan ang tagiliran ko.
It bleed a little at bumakat iyon sa suot kong damit ni Adue. Kung bakit ba naman sa dinamiraming t-shirt ang meron siya ito pang puti ang pinasuot niya sa akin.

"Celestina!" He called out while looking at the closed door.

"Celesti—"

I immidiately cut him off as I hold his wrist to get his attention.

"Adue, yung deal natin." Mahihimigan ang pagkasryoso sa tinig ko ng sinabi ko ang mga katagang iyan.

Agad namang kumunot ang noo niya bago magsalita. "F*ck that deal! Fine, fine I'll agree just.... shit it's continuing to bleed." Tumingin ulit siya sa may pintuan. "Celes!"

And then just like that the door open itself. A young lady that share the similar physical traits with Adue show up.

"Kuya, bakit?" Inosenteng tanong niya. And then I saw how her eyes widen when her tiny almond eyes explored on my waist.

"Oh, oh, I got it. Wait up, kuya, ate."

"What the fuck are you thinking, rat?"
Agad nagpantig ang oaningin ko ng marinig ang itinawag niya sa akin.
Rat What?

"Adue, can you stop calling me a rat." May halong Inis na Saad ko sa kanya.

"What do you want me to call you then? Beautiful rat? Pretty rat? Oh troublemaker rat it sounds more good. But it's way too long." Bumuntong hininga siya bago ako tiningnan.

His eyes was meeting mine. There's this something magnetic that I can't even take off my eyes on his.

"Your eyes... are they real?" My eyes widen when I just suddenly uttered those words.

Nakakahiya. I just wish for the ground to eat me. Nagpantig ang tenga ko ng marinig ko siyang tumawa.

"You're really amusing, rat." He licked his lips as he looked at me heavily. "Yes they're real. Why do you want some? I can give you." Pilyong tanong niya sa akin na hindi agad prinoseso ng utak ko.

"What?"

"Too slow."

"Sabihin mo na." Pangungulit ko. But he just shuddered his shoulder as he hold both of my shoulder and guided me to lay back on his bed.

My bandage is new again even my shirt. I wonder sino nagpalit sa akin no'ng nawalan ako ng malay.

"I don't know what you really up to why you suddenly want to take down the organisation you grew up but you should know who you dealing at—"

"I know, Adue. Just tell me what you wantwd me to do in return. Ill do it... lahat... pwera sex."

Hindi ko alam kung anong nakakatawa sa sinabi ko pero napakunot nalang ang noo ko ng makita kung paano siya tumawa sa tabi ko. He stopped tucking me to bed and just laugh his ass of. Napahawak pa siya sa kanyang sintido habang ang isang kamay niya ay asa may bangdang tyan niya.

"Look, Liliana. I won't ask for sex. Well that will come after, i guess? But... damn. I don't know how you viewed me but im not a playboy nor a womanizer, baby..." agad nag-iba ang timpla ng mukha ko nang marinig ang panibagong tawag niya sa akin. Damn he's hitting with me again. He's quite flirty.

"Anong baby? Nasisiraan ka na talaga." May iritasyong Saad ko sa kanya.

"Yeah, maybe thats the point now." He sigh heavily as he continued to talk. "Stay here..." my eyes widen when he said those words. "In return, liliana. Stay here. Stay here beside me."