Chapter 27

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Mason slept for a good two hours before he woke up whining very quietly, I almost didnt hear him. I picked him up out of his pack and play and gave him his bottle while I worked.

While I was holding mason I started to feel like we were living on repeat, we did the same things everyday and we didnt really do anything fun. Is it bad that I wanted to spend the week with Mason as a big boy, maybe go on a vacation or something. I love him both ways, little or big. It didnt matter to me but I wanted to know both sides of him, plus I kinda wanna do things with him that we won't do while he's little.

I feel terrible for saying things like that about our baby. But to me he not only is my baby but my boyfriend, ive been wanting to ask him if he could be big so all three of us could go on a date but i dont want him to get the wrong idea.

I dont think I'm a bad mommy, am i?. I was starting to overthink and get alittle nervous when I noticed Mason was straddling my lap "are you okay?" he asked as his little tone went away. I gave him a gentle smile and looked at him. "I started over thinking. Ive been wanting to take you on a date as a big boy and do things that only big boys can do'' I spoke honestly.

It looked like the boy was trying to process what i was saying to him and it was cute but i was getting alittle frustrated, without thinking i pressed my lips to his and held them there. I put my hands on his hips and he put his arms around my neck. Since he hadnt pulled away I licked his bottom lip asking for permission to deepen our kiss just as there was a knock on the door.

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