Extraordinary Butler With A Heart (Girls Love)

Chapter 15: Simping Over You

Brynne's POV

It's already quarter to 10 when I decided to lie down on my bed, nakalahati ko na rin yung Limoncello na ipinakuha ko kanina, by the way bago kayo mag isip ng kung anu ano,no I'm not a drunkard, it's just that this liquor can help me fall asleep faster.

As for today,wala naman masyadong ganap, well except kanina when Aubrielle and I talked at the hallway before that guy interrupted us.

My lips suddenly curve to form a smile, its like I'm compelled to do so. Just the thought of her so innocent face and soft voice can make me feel estatic and giddy, and don't ask me why,just don't.

As I am laying down,bumalik sa ala ala ko lahat ng kaganapan kanina, like yung panakaw nakaw na tingin ko while I'm eating kapag hindi siya nakatingin of course, and then yung paghabol niya sakin.

The whole day, all in all masaya ako, well except yung scene kanina na nakikipaglampungan siya sa isang maid sa staircase,and yung pag interrupt ng PA ni mom, I even instructed Walter to make them stop.

I can't help but feel this frustration when I looked at them being happy and all, gusto ko sa isip isip ko, na she can't be happy with someone else, I don't wanna see her so happy with someone else, I just can't, baka magdilim lang ang paningin ko.

If you're curious as to why am I acting this way, or why do I feel this way towards her, well this all happened a month ago..... If it's still not obvious, this all happened just because I kissed a stranger in a dark alley.

ISANG BUWAN......isang buwan ko na itong nararamdaman, I tried stopping it though,but obviously it didn't work.

Mas lumala pa siya to the point na hindi na ako nakakatulog nang maayos every night, it's like nagkaroon ako bigla ng insomnia. Day and night siyang naglalaro sa isipan ko, namalagi na nga siya actually, up to this point she's not yet tired, ginawa ng libangan ang isipan ko,ginawa ng libangan ang gulohin ang sistema ko.

I didn't want to admit it to myself at first, in denial din ako for almost a week, pilit kong isinasaksak sa kukute ko na this is not right, this shouldn't happen,and it will not happen,but would you look at me? I ate my words clearly, hanggang salita lang pala ako.

"Masaya akong makita ka" I mumbled, those are her exact words for me earlier which made my heart almost fell on the ground because of blissfulness.

I quickly grabbed a pillow just beside me and put my face into it, and then nagsisisigaw ako, OO na! Kinikilig ako! Fudge!

And believe me when I say this 'I never felt this way before because of someone else, not to mention... to a girl'

Yeah, you've read it right, hindi pa ako nagkagusto ng ganito sa isang tao, sakanya lang,pinky swear, at naguguluhan ako kung crush lang ba ito o ano na.

"Oh shoot! It's already time" napatayo ako nang mabilis and run towards the window, yung window kung saan matatanaw ang front yard ng Mansion,may curtain siya kaya hinawi ko na muna ng konti, yeah just a little bit para hindi ako mahuli.

And there she is.....

Mas lumapad ang ngiti ko nang makita ko siya together with our guard dogs, she's currently feeding them.

'Animal lover huh?'

If curious ulit kayo kung paano ko nalamang magpapakain siya ng dogs sa oras ba to, well because for a month, every night, pinagmamasdan ko siya mula dito. I just found out about this by accident though, I accidentally saw her one night when I decided to look outside through the curtains, and here we are, being a creep and a simp for a month now.