Empty- Girl Meets World

•eighty-two

"I will miss you."

•maya

The taxi finally pulled up in front of the hospital where Shawn had been staying for the past months.

Riley and Farkle were going to join me at the hospital once they unpacked their bags and went to talk to their parents.

I gave the taxi driver money and I walked into the building trying to keep my head held up high. Shawn would probably ask me why my face is red and swollen and then I would have to explain all the details to him. Maybe he would get really mad and send Cory to go beat Lucas up.

I don't want Cory to beat him up. I just want him to hold me in his arms and tell me that he loves me just like he used to.

Thinking about Lucas makes me start to cry again, but I pull things together once the elevator doors open to his floor. I started walking towards his room like I always do, but this time Alex, the lady at the front desk, stops me.

"Maya wait," Alex calls after me.

I turn around and walk over to her.

"How are you doing?" I asked.

"I'm good," She smiled back, "And how are you doing?"

"I'm okay. I just got off my plane from California so I'm kinda sleepy, but I just really want to go see Shawn right now."

"Maya you probably won't want to go back there right now."

"Is Shawn sleeping? If he's back there taking a nap I can just wait for him to wake up. He likes seeing me there when he wakes up, because it reminds him of when I lived with him."

Shawn let me move into his apartment a couple months after my mom died and I stayed there until I moved to California with Riley and Farkle.

Alex frowned, "I'm so sorry honey."

"Why are you sorry?" I asked.

"It has been a long battle, but unfortunately the cancer has won."

"No. No. No. No!"

I took of running past Alex and straight for Shawn's room. Once I got inside and him not pulled into all the machines it all became real. I walked up closer just to see if he's chest would rise and fall, but I didn't.

I dropped down to my knees and everything went black.

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