With everything in me

catching up PT 1

Yoongi POV

Waking up to a new day without seeing Sarah, knowing exactly where she were and that it for a fact wasn't long from where i am was demotivating as fuck. I decided to hurry through with my day so it could end before she was off work so I could surprise her. I went into a flower shop, overwhelmed by all the colors and smells. I stood still for a moment, looking around when a voice made me jump a little by surprise. "Hello sir, can i help you?" It was a kind older man bowing in front of me. "Hi, yeah i need a beautiful bouquet for a beautiful girl" I say smiling a little, shaking my head at how cringe that sounded. "Ah, a girlfriend of yours? Any colors you prefer?" he asked. "No, not a girlfriend. unfortunately. And something purple would be nice." I said as we moved around the shop looking at the different bouquets. "This one my son" He said as he grabbed a breathtakingly big, beautiful bouquet with lots of different purple flowers. "That's it" I say reaching for the bouquet as we walk up for me to pay. "Go get your girl" The man said, filled with enthusiasm as I left the shop.

As I pulled up by the children's home I started feeling nervous. Memories of her saying that i was not enough before she disappeared out of my life for years replaying in my head, but what can you really do when you are pulled towards this human, supposed to be your soulmate who changed your entire existence by just being. I walked in the doors and was met by a lot of noises, but turning towards the hallway with her office I started walking slowly as I needed time to compose. "BOONGI" I heard screamed near me and I knew exactly who it was. I turned around and kneeled down, putting the bouquet down, spreading my arms as Amelia ran her fastest speed to me, as I embraced her in a big hug standing up, spinning her around in the air. "I missed you Boongi. " She said and leaned into my ear "And i know Miss Sarah missed you as well" she whispered followed by a small laugh, making me laugh as well. "You know what Amelia. Your family will be very lucky to have you" I said, putting her down. "You think I will have a family Boongi?" She asked, looking up at me, pouting. "Without a doubt, Princess." I said, giving her a soft smile as I caressed her cheek. "Are these for Miss Sarah?" Amelia asks as she points to the bouquet. I nod. "Yeah, do you think she will like it?" I ask and Amelia smiles at me, jumping a little of excitement. "I know she will. Now go Boongi" She said pointing down the hallway. "See you soon Amelia" I said as I stood up and walked to Sarah's office.

Knocking on the door I received a "Come in" And I opened the door slowly, for some reason very afraid of what to see when I walked in, but my worries were for nothing cause as i stood with the door fully open all i saw was her, sitting by her disk looking at me. She smirks, and I am already down so bad for her, feeling my legs become puddy. "Boongi" She says as her smirk turns into a smile. I smile as well, but I find my eyes scanning her body as she walks to me, feeling her eyes staring at me. "For me?" she asks and points at the flowers. "Yes" I said, giving them to her as we hugged briefly. "Purple" She says looking down at them, she clearly remembered.

"I purple you means 'i love you, and i trust you for a long time' " Taehyung said, making the whole crowd go nuts.

"I met Amelia on my way to your office." "How has no one adopted her yet? She is the most perfect, well mannered, well spoken little girl I have ever met?" I asked, sitting down in front of Sarah's desk. "She looks different then you do here Yoongi" "I think that's the only reason why" Sarah said as she filled up her vase for the flowers. I sigh, knowing she was right. Different were no good here. "So Boongi" Sarah said and my heart stopped for a second when she winked at me. "What are you doing here?" She asked and I realized I hadn't told her yet. "I just wanted to drive you home, maybe we could grab something to eat on our way home and watch a movie or something?" I suggested. "Can we go to your's?" She asked and my face lit up by her question. "Of course." Let's go find some food to bring home and watch some movies" I said standing up, reaching for her hand. She grabbed my hand, intertwined our fingers as we just stood for a second looking at each other, both frozen by the sensational feeling of touching each other again. I reach for a strand of hair in front of her eyes moving it back as she leans into my touch with a soft smile. I don't know how I ever survived a day without that smile.