With everything in me

As the dark falls PT 4

Tae POV

Sarah and Yoongi came back from their ten minutes of time alone. I really hated Jimin for giving them but i also know he did so because he needs Sarah and with the tension it is way too hard for her to be here. They didn't look much more comfortable around each other so I guess that's fine. I catch Sarah's eyes and give her a little smile and she smiles back at me with a twinkle in her eye that I had only ever seen when she looked at Yoongi. That made me really happy. "Yoongi, It's your turn" Jimin said, and Yoongi asked Kookie who answered Truth. "Do you think Sarah is a better match for me or Tae?" Yoongi asks, making everyone look at him and Jin sighing deeply. Jimin stood up and left to go upstairs. "Really Yoongi?" Jin said, he seemed irritated. "Do you really want me to answer that question?" Jungkook asked Yoongi. I could see in his eyes that the question was hurting him, his sweet sparkling eyes turning sad. "Yes" Yoongi said, taking a sip of his beer. I looked at Sarah and she seemed in her own world, and I knew why. "I don't really care about this, but i do care that you just knew right there that the question you asked would make Jimin leave." I said, looking at Yoongi, staring daggers at him, until I looked back to Sarah softening my expression. "Jungkook just answered the question. I will go check on Jimin" I said, smiling to Sarah who motioned a "Thanks" with her mouth.

I sat with Jimin for a while, just holding him as I knew he didn't need to talk because I knew what he felt and I felt the same. We were both so scared that the only girl who had ever made us feel special and prioritized would slip away because of our stupid Hyungs. I don't know how long I stayed with Jimin but he fell asleep in my arms without me noticing, deep in thoughts. A soft knock came to the door and it was opened by Sarah. "Hey baby bear, are you staying with Jimin tonight?" She asks. There is no one in the world i would rather sleep with then Sarah right now, but Jimin needs me so i nod but it wakes Jimin up as he stretches himself softly adjusting his eyes to the light. "Sarah" He said, and sat up. "My Jiminie" "I'm so sorry for all of this" She said and i could see her eyes getting blank. She walked to the bed, placing herself in the end of the bed, grabbing my legs and pulling them onto her thigh. "I love the two of you so much" "And i don't want you to be hurt ever" She said, I wish i could hug her right now. "I'm just so scared that they will give you no other choice than to leave. I know you have promised to never do it, but i also don't want you to hurt and it can't hurt to be in this. Heck I'm hurting!" Jimin said, slamming his fists into the madras. "So you must be in pieces" He continued looking at her. "Jimin, I will never leave you. Yes it hurts like hell but You and this one" She said, nuzzling my leg "Make everything hurt much less" She continued and I could feel myself feeling a newfound kind of happiness. Knowing I was mending the girl who had been mending me since I met her way before the rest of the boys did. And I could see in Jimin's eyes that he felt the same. "So you two?" She said, laying down over Jimin's legs still with mine in her lap. "Is there space for another one in this sleeping arrangement of yours?" "I swear I won't snore," She said, giggling. "If you two can keep your hands to yourself" Jimin said, looking between us. "Can't promise anything Jiminshi, have you seen her tonight?" I said boldly. He nodded, making her blush hard. Interrupting our conversation, Bluebell comes to join us. "Baby bell!" I yell, excited to see the sweet dog again. "I swear he likes the dog more than me, Jiminie," She said, pouting at Jimin. If only she just would understand that she is my entire world. "Let's go find you something to sleep in," I said, taking Sarah's hand. "We are back in a minute Jimin" Sarah said, but Jimin was getting attacked by bluebell so he didn't hear anything. As we arrived to my room i pulled out one of my favorite shirts from my closet, turned to her not saying a word i kneeled to the hem of her dress, started pulling and kissing my way up as the dress came further up, placing a deep kiss on her lower stomach, making her gasp and grab my hair. I looked up at her, smirking, knowing that I got back on her for teasing me earlier. I continued to pull her dress off and as it was gone and she was fully exposed to me I placed a sweet kiss to her lips. "I adore you" I said, Looking her deeply in the eyes, making sure she understood the message. "I adore you Baby bear" She said back, making me smile big as she took my shirt on. We left to go back to Jimin's room and he was placed on the bed with Bluebell on top of him. Of course Bluebell loves Jimin, who wouldn't? Sarah laid beside Jimin and I beside her and she turned to say goodnight to Jimin firstly, telling him all the things he needed to hear and it made me melt to hear my two soulmates building each other up with love. She then turned to me and I made a funny face as she turned and she laughed. That beautiful, beautiful laugh. I think Bluebell also loves Sarah's laugh because we suddenly had Bluebell between us, licking us in turn. "I love you Taehyung, So so much. Thank you for always putting me first." She said, and i was about to interrupt her as she placed her hand in front of my mouth "Please let me finish" She said. "I didn't know you held back because of Yoongi" "I'm so sorry that you had to be the selfless as well." She said and removed her hand. "It doesn't matter, baby. What matters is that you never leave my side. I might not be good enough for you, and that's completely fine but just never leave me again" I said, feeling my heart sink as I started something i wanted to finish immediately, not wanting to know her answer to that. She placed a finger under my chin, pulling me to look at her. She leaned in and gave me the sweetest kiss. "You are more than good enough Baby bear" She said, "And you know what?" She continued. I shook my head. "He picked you. Jungkook, "she said, and my smile became the widest. I pulled her close, and held her till we fell asleep in each other's arms, with Bluebell cuddled up on my legs, and I finally felt at peace with myself. This woman loves me and thinks I'm more than enough, so no one can ever prove anything else.