With everything in me

Man of the day

Sarah POV

As we drove off I tried to wrap my head around what just happened. A lot happened but all I could see was Yoongi and the girl laying in each other's arms and that was just what I feared. How in the world do I ever see a future with him with that plastered in my mind. I got ripped out of my thoughts by Tae's hand, landing on my thigh. "Come back to me Sweetheart" "I'm not sure it is safe in that pretty head of yours" He said and I placed my hand on his, looking up and finding his eyes in the rear view mirror. "Tae, could you sing a song?" I asked, feeling the need to fall down a little. "Could you sing winter bear?" I continued, and he turned off the radio and started singing. "She looks like a winter bear, would you come fly with me?" And by the sound a small tear escaped my eye as a core memory went through my brain.

"Don't mess with me" I said, giving Tae a soft, playful punch by the arm. "I am not, i really wrote a song for you" He said looking down, seeming shy. "Do you want to hear it? It's still a little raw" He continued as he looked up and met my eyes. He was shining like a million stars. "No one has ever done that before. Wrote me a song. I would love to hear it Baby bear" I said softly as the tones started playing.

"You know," Tae started. "The bad days really mean nothing to me when i see your face" He continued and I could see him getting shy again. "We are here" he said as we arrived at my friends house and i went in to pick up Bluebell who was excited to come back home. "Who do we have here?" Tae said, as Bluebell jumped onto his lap. "Hello baby bell, I Missed you princess" He said, giving the dog a soft kiss on the head, receiving some licks back. "Want some time alone with the dog or?" I asked, laughing as they both looked at me accidentally both with tilted heads. "You're just jealous" He said, smirking at me as I sat back into the car and we drove off. "Yeah" I said, and thinking for a second I did just feel jealous. I haven't kissed Tae's beautiful lips in many years. "Let's go home" He said, putting his hand back on my thigh and it never leaves.

As we came home, i forgot how i left the apartment so when i went to the bathroom i got a shock. There was water and soap mixed with blood and ruined things and I felt dizzy from seeing it. "Oh my god Tae" "Don't go out there" I said, as i grabbed his arm on its way to see what had me looking so pale. He took a look and turned to me with a soft expression. He grabbed me bridal style as he placed me on the couch, going to the refrigerator to grab a beer for me. "I will just clean that up and get a bath ready for you. Just relax for a little sweetheart" He said, tugging my hair behind both ears. "You don't have to" I said, taking a hold of his hand. "No Sarah but I want to, let me help you now." He said in a firm tone and i let him go, as i drank the beer looking a little through my phone i decided to text Jimin and Jungkook.

S: My Jiminie. Hope you are okay. Remember to call me anytime.

S: Kookie. I love you, always remember that. Always call or come visit the office.

I placed my phone back down, feeling that the urge to self-torment and knowing it would do no good right now. Some minutes later, Tae arrived back as he dried off his forehead and he looked absolutely drop dead gorgeous with his sleeves pulled up and his hair curling a little from sweat. "Come" He said, reaching for my hand and the bathroom was clean, and a nice bath was ready for me and it smelled so nice. His phone was laying on the sink playing a soft pop song and on the toilet were clean towels and some of my clothes ready. I turned to look at him and he was already looking through his hooded eyes at me with a smirky smile. "Thank you baby bear" I said and gave him a hug. He kissed the crown of my head and walked out so I could have some time. I sank into the bathtub and sniffed in the smells of lavender and citrus while I closed my eyes listening to the song playing in the background. I felt so safe after such a hectic couple of days and I knew that Tae was always the one to make me feel this way. He would walk through fire and water for me if I asked him to, and also if I didn't. I figured it had been some time since the first song started playing again so I decided to get out of the tub and dried myself off, putting on my clothes and as I left the bathroom a gasp left me. The room was dark, but filled with candles. On the tv was a visual fireplace and a jazz song was playing from the surround speakers in my whole apartment. I looked down as I saw bluebell in front of me, wagging her tail with something in her mouth. I grabbed it and it was a note with the words "I appreciate who you are so much - BB" and I could feel my tears starting to form by all the emotions running through my body for this man. I walked to the couch where he was placed on the long side and as he saw me he petted the space beside him and I took place, letting him pull me to him, as I threw my hands around his waist and held tight so he wouldn't slip away or hurt me as well. But really I didn't doubt him. If there was one person on this earth I never doubted it was my baby bear. The look in his eyes when we meet I just know that the love he holds for me is so precious that nothing would change that. I heard his favorite song from old time's play and he immediately started singing along so it must still mean a lot. I stood up and reached for his hand. "Dance with me baby bear" I said, reminiscing from our last time together. The difference being that we were both sober now. He stood up and I placed my hands in his neck as he placed his by my waist. And as we stood, swaying, I couldn't help but fall for the look of a man who was endlessly selfless when it came to me. "I really do love you baby bear" I said, and he smiled at me, spinning me once. "I love you where there is no time and space, Baby. My love is everlasting and ever growing. No day goes by where I don't feel like I love you more than yesterday. You will never be able to fully understand just how much you mean to me, Ma cherie, but just know that my soul will love you for forever" Tae said, and dried the tears I didn't register falling from my eyes. "If only you knew how much these small moments with you matters to me" I said, and hugged him tightly. "Are you staying the night?" I asked as I pulled away a little. "Yeah, I'm taking the couch" He said, rubbing his neck. "No" "Come sleep with me" I said and as we were done blowing out the candles and giving bluebell some food we went to the bedroom as we changed into what we would be sleeping in. We both laid down under the duvet as we faced each other. "You are the most beautiful girl in the world" He said, placing a hand on my cheek. "You are the most beautiful person in the world" I said back, and as if we had been holding back for a decade, our lips crashed in a deep, passionate kiss. Tae pulls back, panting as he looks in my eyes, now with a look that is filled with lust and I send the same expression back, agreeing that I do want the same as him. He crashes his lips against mine again, asking softly for entrance he gets granted happily as our tongues dance together as they were one. He lets a hand run down my side and I can feel myself shiver under his touch as usual. His hand lands on my panties as he lets his hand under them reaching for my clit, gently massaging it causing a small moan to escape and he responds with a deep rumble of groan. He pulls off my panties and places himself on top of me, placing his dick at my entrance. "Ready baby?" He asks, and I nod as he slowly enters letting me adjust to his size as we both gasp. He pumps into me slowly and sensually and I felt more turned on than I had ever felt by seeing him working his body on mine that way. He quickened his pace and I reached my high fastly and as he rode off his, he looked me deeply in the eyes. "You really are the only woman I am ever going to love" He said, pulling out. "That was amazing Tae, really. Thank you so much for saving my day. I hadn't gotten through it without you" I said, and we shared a heartfelt kiss. Tae dried both of us clean and we fell asleep in each others arms and i really didn't have any place i would rather be right now.