With everything in me

Paris

Sarah POV

I can't Believe I am standing in the airport of Paris right now. I take a look around, With my mouth wide open and wide eyes as my eyes land on Tae who was smirking at me again. "I know right" He said, reaching for my hand. Paris was beautiful, and all around I saw good deeds being done by all kinds of people, making my heart melt. "I see why you love this city so much Baby bear, it really does reflect you as a person" I said, and he raised his eyebrow and i knew he wanted me to explain but now was not the time for that talk so i changed the topic. "So, where do we stay?" I asked, and Tae pointed to a big building just in front of the airport. We walked to the big hotel, hand in hand and I felt so comfortable holding Tae's hand, letting people see us together. As we arrived to our room i was surprised to see how big it was, with a lot of fancy equipment that i had never seen before, and while i was exploring and telling Tae all the things i found i didn't for one second remember that he probably had been here before but as i realized i started blushing as i turned to look at him. "You already knew all the things I have just told you right?" I asked. He walked to me, placing his hands on my hips as he hummed a "Mhm". "why did-didn't you tell me?" I asked, thinking for a second what had me being so nervous that I was stuttering. "Because I love seeing you like that," He said, kissing the tip of my nose. He reached for his phone. "Let's order some dinner, we have somewhere to go tonight" He said, scrolling through his phone, showing me different options. As we pick our food, Tae decides to take a quick shower and I decide to call Jungkook to tell him that we arrived safely and ask about Bluebell. "Hi Kookie" I said as he picked up. "Hello beautiful, did you arrive to the city of loooove?" Jungkook asked, bouncing his eyebrows at me. "Yes we did silly. How is everything with Bell?" I asked, and his expression changed. "She ran to Yoongi as soon as we arrived here. She really just stays in there" He said. "Just take care of her, okay?" I said, knowing that she did what she felt like she had to do. Tae came back from the shower and as i looked at him i must have seemed bothered as Jungkook said "Did Tae just walk in on you naked or why do you look like you are about to burst?" laughing. "Have a nice day Jungkook '' I said, hanging up. That was fucking embarrassing. We looked at each other shortly, feeling a little awkward but I got saved by the food arriving. We sat down to eat, but during dinner Tae suddenly stood up, pointing at me. "I have something for you" He said, pulling out a small, black box from his bag with a card attached. A fast thought rolled through my head and my eyes widened. "It's not what you think, read the card. " He said, smiling at me softly. I started reading the card out loud. "To the only woman I have ever seen, touched and loved. A world without you is no world, because you are my world. actually you are an entire galaxy and being this lucky to live at the same time as you is something i will forever be grateful for" I looked up at Tae who was clearly shy and i didn't know what to say. "open the box baby" He said, pointing to it, and as i do so i see a flash drive laying there. I look back up, and he pushes his computer to me. I insert the flash drive and a file opens. Pressing play, the soft tones of my favorite song in the entire world plays, the one he wrote about me. Winter bear. And in the meantime a flash of pictures and small videos of me and us together and with Bluebell as well as Tannie runs over the screen. I feel like my heart is about to explode as i let the tears i kept in for a while now run. "You give me goosebumps" I said, as the small movie was over. "Thank you so much Tae, you have given me so many incredible gifts the time i have known you but the best gift of all was just you" I said, drying my eyes as i looked up at him and when i saw he also was crying my tears started again. I walked to him, placed myself on his lap as we hugged, while both crying.

As we were done crying and eating it was time to go out, and as we stood outside the uber arrived to take us to our destination. I still didn't know where we were going but right now it didn't matter, I would go to the end of the world with this man if he asked me to. As we arrived I wasn't able to see anything from my side of the car but as I stepped outside I gasped. "Oh my good, why didn't I think about that?" I said, raising my tone a little as I looked at the sparking, massive tower in front of me. Tae grabbed my hand as we walked closer and my eyes got bigger the closer I got. "Tae this is the most beautiful thing in the entire world" I said, still looking at it. "I can think of one thing that is more beautiful," He said, and I looked at him, looking at me. "Can I take a picture of you in front of it?" I asked. "Only if i can take one of you after" He answered. "Only if we can take one together after that one" I said, and we both laughed as Tae placed himself in front of the eiffel tower, smiling widely. I looked at the picture I had taken, and knew I had to use that as my background. We changed places and as I stood in front of the tower with Tae standing in front of him, I looked into his eyes and could see all the sparkles glare in his eyes. "You are beautiful" I said to him, and he smiled at me, as he brought his phone up. "Say what you gotta say baby" He said, and I said "Kimchi" As he took his picture. We took one together as we sat down on the grass. "What is love to you?" Tae asked, as we both looked at the tower with adoration. "Equality" I said, and followed with an explanation. "With my experience with dating an idol" I said, rolling my eyes. "Equality is love. Even if you probably aren't equals, love in my eyes is that you act as equals. Equal love, equal respect and equal care." I said and looked at Tae. "You have never seen me as any less. Not back then, and not now. Always treating me as an equal." I said, not knowing what I wanted to say with that I asked him the same question, what love was to him. "Vulnerability". Giving someone a map of your flaws, imperfections and weaknesses and trusting them, putting your faith in them to not use that power against you. I have never been so brave before in my entire life as when I gave you this but I truly trust you with every part of me" he said, and right there in front of the eiffel tower in Paris far from all the problems i knew that my heart wasn't confused at all. I really loved Tae. "I will never forget this night Tae" I said, turning his head to mine as I placed a deep kiss on his perfect lips. And right there, one of my core memories was created.

"Let's get back to the hotel Baby, you are getting cold" He said, standing up for me to take his hand.