With everything in me

Clubbing

Sarah POV

As I arrive at the club I can feel the bass pumping. I have never been to this club before, it's more exclusive than i'm used to and i already feel that i don't belong here. Walking in, I leave my jacket at the wardrobe and reach for the floor, looking around to find the boys. At first sight, I couldn't find them so I started out at the bar ordering two tequila shots and a beer to drink while waiting for Kooks to answer my text, asking where they sit. I receive a text explaining where they are so I do my shots and leave to join them. "Cheers" I say to myself, and walk through the dancefloor. The dance floor is filled and I feel myself being pushed to each side as I make my way forward, surrounded by the smell of alcohol and sweat. As I reached the end of the dancefloor, I looked to my left and they were indeed placed there. Yoongi, Tae and Jimin were sitting while J hope and Jungkook stood in front of their table and danced. I walk closer and my eyes meet Jimin's. I haven't talked to him for a while but he looked more comfortable in himself now. He gave me a fond smile. I naturally had to return since his smile had always been my favorite. I looked over at Yoongi and Tae sitting, having a conversation that seemed like a very heart to heart conversation making me laugh a little by the serious look on Tae's face. "Hello you handsome dancers" I said, pushing through Jungkook and J hope, and as I did so Jungkook embraced me in a heartbreaking tight hug and I could feel his heartbeat. He smelled like heaven and alcohol, and I knew when we were drinking it always turned to bad decisions..

"So wet, only for me Jagi," Jungkook said, placing himself by my entrance. "Your so sexy" He continued as he pushed himself into me making me moan loud in my drunk rush

I pulled away from Jungkook as he winked at me, his eyes were blank so I knew he already had a lot to drink. "Hobi" I said looking at him, looking emotional. "Sunshine." I really never thought" He paused himself, looking like he got choked up in words as his eyes filled with tears. "Oh no hobi" I said, placing my hands under his eyes, wiping him and embracing him in a hug he welcomed immediately, gripping my clothes at my back, like he feared i would slip away. I pulled away from him, looking at him as his tears kept falling. Hobi had always been emotional when he was drinking but I knew this was not just alcohol talking because seeing him made me just as emotional. "Hobi please." I'm here now, and not going anywhere okay?" I said placing a hand on his cheek. He leaned into my hand smiling as he looked at me, and as soon as we were okay I continued my hellos. "Hi Chimchim" I said, reaching down to him, to give him a big hug. "You look good, do you feel okay?" I whispered in his ear, not needing others to hear. "I'm doing okay" He answered, giving me another of his beautiful smiles. "Anyways, I'm here now okay? if you ever need me" I said and he nodded, knowing what I meant. I continued to the other side of the sofa. "Baby bear" I whispered in his ear from behind, seeing him visibly shiver. He grabbed my chin and pulled me forward for him to reach my ear. "Sweetheart, i will drag you to the toilet right now, ruining you if you continue that" He whispered back, making my legs feel jelly. His breath was filled with alcohol, he was clearly drunk. I gave him a kiss on the cheek, and continued on to the last one, but not least. "Could you stand? I need a real hug." I asked Yoongi, and he stood up, as I threw my hands around his neck, hugging the tightest I could. "I missed you like crazy" I said in a pout as we pulled apart. "But angel, we saw each other yesterday" He said, removing some hair from my face, tugging it behind my ear. "That's apparently too long" I said, also surprised that i felt like i missed him this much when it had barely been a day. He gave me a smile as he took me by my chin, pulling me closer to him as he kissed my forehead. "You look stunning" He whispered in my ear, making me lightly blush. "Come dance Hot stuff" Jungkook yelled, and i laughed as i walked to Jungkook and J hope, pulling me out on the dance floor. I danced like there was no tomorrow, and they did as well. The tones from the DJ and the strobe lights in all the colors of the rainbow turned my slightly awkward body into a fluid rhythm with the two other boys. Dancing like puppets on strings, we stuck together feeling each other's bodies closely and skimming the beautiful boys through the darkness. I saw their beautiful jaws, their way of licking and biting their lips and their hungry eyes, and I felt good knowing I still had that effect on them. I looked to the table as I saw shots getting lined up, and dragged the boys to the table as we did god knows how many shots. Standing alone at the end of the table, swaying to a song, taking a sip of my beer, I laughed a little, knowing I was starting to get way too drunk. I looked to the table, as all the boys' eyes were planted on me, looking very very happy. I decided to challenge them a little as I turned around and pulled one of my straps down, pulled my hair to the side of my face as I let my hands glide down my body as I kneeled to the floor. I didn't reach that far before I felt a hand on my shoulder, looking over it was Yoongi trying to pull me up. "No more show off princess" he said through his teeth pulling at my arm. I looked around at the boys laughing and I laughed as well. "Good to be back" I yelled to them, making it clear to me that Hobi was indeed having fun. As Yoongi pulled me through the dancefloor, the song shifted to a slow one and I stopped in my tracks. "Yoongi" "Dance with me" i said looking him in his eyes, filled with so much love. I placed my hands around his neck and he placed his around my waist, pulling me close. "I know i have no right to be jealous" He started, still looking me into my eyes, i got lost in his for a moment before he continued. "I just dont need any of these drunk heads to mess this up" "I can't do this once more, i can't lose you once more" He said, shaking his head. I found this situation ideal to open up a little. "You're a good person Boongi" I said as we both laughed. "And you have always inspired me to be a better person. I'm sorry for leaving you back then, when you also needed me. But I really am here to stay now. " "Specially with you" I said, placing a hand on his heart. That has always been how we expressed it when it was really heartfelt. I could feel his heart clearly. "I had to say hello from Amelia" He said, and by the mention his eyes started sparkling. "She is having so much fun with my parents, i saw them shortly earlier and she said she missed you but i had to come as well so you would be happy when you visited her" He continued as a small blush formed on his cheeks. "She is obsessed with how happy I am when you are around" "I am obsessed with that as well" I said, pulling him into a hug. "I should really go home Yoongles, I am so drunk and tired" I said, trying to loosen from his grip. "Stay with me tonight? "At my apartment?" He asked, looking like a lost puppy with a pout I had never seen on Yoongi before, as I realized Yoongi also was quite drunk. "Okay baby" I said, winking at him. We said goodbye to the rest of the boys as we went outside, reaching for an Uber to pick us up. "You know," Yoongi said, slurring a little in his words. "I love you" He just said with a sigh, as he looked down. I didn't know what to say, because everything in me wanted to say that i love him as well but i am so damn scared to hurt him again. We arrive at Yoongi's apartment, laughing, as we both struggle to walk in a straight line to bed. As we reached his bedroom, Yoongi lifted me and placed me on his desk, pulling away a little as he looked in my eyes with pure darkness. "You really" Hiccup "Make it so hard for me" Hiccup "To contain myself in every way" He said, as he pulled his shirt above his head, pulling roughly by my legs so i was laying at the desk he ripped my panties off and started to kiss my inner thighs. "This my sweet kitten, is what you get for being so" He bit down on my thigh, making me gasp as goosebumps ran down my body. "Hard to resist" He continued as he reached for my core, licking long strips, sucking lightly as he reached my clit, and I was a moaning mess as soon as he started, since he knew what he was doing. He entered a finger, pumping roughly and I knew he would be trying to reach a previous goal and as I felt my stomach knot I knew he within a short while had me squirting on his desk. And that happened, receiving an approving hum from Yoongi as he raised, licking his lips, and reaching for me, making me taste myself. I reached for his pants as he stopped me. "This was for you princess" "All for you tonight" "Lets sleep" He said, as he lifted me off the desk and into bed, cuddling as we fall asleep.