With everything in me

The dinner PT 3

Yoongi POV

I am under pressure already now as all the voices of my brothers irritate me, trying to have my full attention on Sarah while fighting my body's nature when she bites her lips while concentrating or when she swings her ponytail. "So before we start, do you wanna go home tonight Sarah or are you staying?" Jin asks, and I can't help but hope she would answer that she was staying with me again tonight. "I think i'm staying tonight, if that's fine with everyone" She said, and we all nod. "You can have my room, I can sleep on the couch" Tae said, and I furrow my brow, unsure of how she will respond. "You don't have to sleep on the couch Tae" She said with a confused look and i already knew how this talk was going to end since i knew Tae was a flirt by nature and it went above her head at times. "So you want me to stay in the room, Sweetheart?" He made his voice purposely deeper as he narrowed his eyes. "No, i am saying that I will take the couch" She answered and i released a breath i had held on to quietly. "Alright, what do you guys wanna play?" I asked, and immediately regretted it. "Let's do truth or dare" Jungkook said and I knew my feelings were about to get hurt. "Just start, Jungkook" Jin said, looking like his thoughts wandered and I already knew he was going to test my patience. "Sarah. Truth or dare?" Jungkook started. She chose truth. "What do you love the most about each of us" He asked and she thought for a second, while looking at Kook. "Jungkook, i love you free spirit. and i love your nose scrunch smile and laugh. Its really cute" She giggled as he showed off. "Tae bear. I really love you." She started as a pit sank to my stomach. "I love your unique sense of style but mostly your unique way of being. I love your beautiful smile and i.. yeah. Please never change for anything in the world." He sent her a flying kiss, and she was blushing already. "My Chimchim" Her expression became soft and I knew she had a soft spot for Jimin in different ways so this one was just enjoyable. "I love your person. Your sweet, caring, loving, lighthearted, attentive person." "But you already knew that. Every person knowing who you are loves you and those who don't, don't know you" she said as her eyes shifted to Hobi. "Sunshine" She said as she looked at him, and I could see him already tearing up. Sarah really held his heart in a special place. "I wont say much because i can already see you are getting emotional" We all laughed a little. "But I just love the person you have become." "You are doing so well and I am so proud of you, but I also never had any doubt about you. You are born to do what you do" and Hobi's tears fell. I put a hand on his shoulder, comforting him as she continued. "Joonie" I couldn't help but let my eyes widen a little, blinking it away as she said his nickname. "I really like your way with words. I have heard some of your speeches and they are really powerful and inspiring." And before I could process what she had just said, her eyes fell on me and every thought in my mind went away. I had been craving her attention and right now I swallowed every little bit of it. "Yoongles" my smile went big. "I love every single thing about you. All your flaws and imperfections. I can't help but think that us being on the same page in different books has led us to where we are now and I really enjoy every second with you" I could feel myself getting emotional as well but I just mouthed an "I love you" to her as she continued on to Jin. "Jinie" "I love your food, and i love your hilarious jokes. I swear you are the funniest man in the world and I love how humble you are. I do think the persona you have built up in BTS isn't necessary. I love the real, true you and I know your fans would as well." she said and i couldn't agree more. "You have kept an eye on us, huh?" Tae said, looking at her. "Yeah" She laughed. "Yoongles, Truth or dare" Sarah asked and i chose truth as well, but i wasn't prepared for her question. "What do you love the most about me?" She asked with a small smirk. "I would say the same as you just said, but i think some here would call that cheating." I said, rubbing my neck as i looked down to the floor. "I love loving you" "I have loved loving you all the time i had been loving you and i would relive my entire life with everything that has hurted me, just to feel all the love for you again" I said and looked at her, her eyes had a different kind of expression. "I also love how you moan my name" I blurted out, feeling that things become too intense. "YOONGI" She said, raising her voice and we all laughed. "Jinie, truth or dare ?" I asked and looked at him as he took a sip of his beer. "Dare" "Okay, then. Sing us a song" And he did, in full falsetto he showed off his powerful voice. We applauded him. "Tae. Truth or dare?" "Dare Hyung" And right there I wanted to leave. "Let Sarah give you a lapdance" "AND try not to get hard" He said and I knew my face was turning red. I decided not to look, but I couldn't help hearing how he was gasping under her touch. "You're so weak Tae," Jungkook said, and they all laughed. "Look at yourself Kookie," Sarah said, causing them to laugh again. I kept my head down. "Sarah, Truth or dare" "Let's do dare baby bear" She said. "Place yourself on someone's lap for the rest of the games" "you can choose" He said and i looked up a little, fearing she would do something drastically but she stood up and went straight to me. placing herself on my lap and cuddling into me. "You didn't doubt that right?" She whispered. "I hoped" I said back, kissing the crown of her head and the rest of the night continued without anything crazy happening. "I think we all should be ready to go to bed" Tae slurred out, clearly very drunk. "Yeah." Are you sure you'll be alright down here Sarah?" Jin asked her and she nodded. "You can sleep with me angel," I whispered. "I know Yoongles, but a lot of them want me to sleep at theirs as well and i can't do that to any of you so i will take the couch" She said and i understood. We were left in the living room alone and I carried her in my arms and placed her softly on the couch. "You know what" I said as I covered her with a soft blanket. "You are the only person I have ever let in and told all my secrets to. Because for the first time in my life I am experiencing the feeling of not being afraid to share them" I said and pulled some loose hairs back from her face. She looked me in the eyes with this changed expression as she sat back up and kissed me sweetly. "I haven't felt this alive and happy for long Yoongles" "I hope tonight wasn't too tough on you'' She said and I just shaked my head, not wanting to tell her how the lap dance made me feel. "Sleep tight my real life angel" I said as I kissed her another time. "Sweet dreams Yoongles," She said as I left.