With everything in me

As the dark falls PT 3

Sarah POV

We all sat in a circle, half of us barely looking at each other and i can already feel how this is just another disaster about to happen. "Let's do some truth or dare, shall we?" Jin proposes and we all nod. "I guess I will just start," Jungkook continues. "Truth or dare Jin" He asks and Jin answers Truth. "How on earth did you find this a good idea?" Jungkook asks, raising his voice as I choke on my drink a little. "Because we are family" He said, raising a finger. "Would you care to explain exactly how it can be family if you fuck each others soulmates?" Yoongi said under his breath so we could barely hear him, but I heard him. "You weren't there Yoongi, she already told you that" Tae adds. "Hey, stop it." Truth or dare Tae" Jin asks, and Tae choses truth again. "If you had a time machine, where would you go?" Jin asks. "That's easy" "Back to when Yoongi told me about his feelings about Sarah many years ago" "Back then i backed out of the situation to leave the space for him but if i could go back i would have fought for it" He said, stone faced. My eyes widened by the confession, and some of the others did as well. "Sarah, Truth or dare baby?" Tae asks, and as our eyes meet I'm deeply consumed, smiling like no other man had ever existed. I said dare, also told the others they were chickens for all picking truth. "Come make out with me" He said, and by the words I stood up and walked to him, placed myself down on him I looked into his eyes that were filled with love as i leaned in and placed a sweet kiss on his lips. He kissed me back, tracing his tongue along my lower lip, asking for entrance that I granted and he dominated my tongue with his. His hands are on my hips and mine around his neck. I felt bold as I started rocking a little on his lap that made him whimper in our kiss. I pulled away but he kept me steady by the hips. "You started it, please continue" He said, giving me his sweetest eyes. "You are too much" I said, as I left his lap and went to my chair, i looked around to see the faces i had to pick from and as my eyes fell on Jimin i could see something was wrong. "Jiminie? Truth or dare sweety?" I ask, meeting his eyes in a soft smile. He answers truth as I thought he would. "What's going on in your beautiful mind?" I ask, turning my expression more concerned when I see his eyes looking glassy. "This was a terrible idea" "I need you more than any of these do and all they do is think about themself. You will never be back after this" He said, drying his eyes with his sleeves. "Jimin, I promise I will be back, I have kept all my promises to all of you by now. You have to trust me" I said to Jimin, but also to the others who looked concerned as well. "Yoongi, truth or dare" Jimin asks and surprisingly he says dare. "That's fine. I fucking dare you to man up and take Sarah to your room. Spend ten minutes having a conversation with her while the rest of us BREATH" Jimin said with gritted teeths. I could feel he held a lot of grudge against Hyung, and I understood why. Jimin always fell behind in the group of big mouthed boys and he knew i had always seen him and prioritized him first so he really didn't need them to mess things up this way so he would lose me. Yoongi and I looked at each other and stood up at the same time, not caring to tell Jimin off. We both protected Jimin with everything in us, and he was hurting enough right now. Yoongi walked first and I walked behind him with Bluebell following. We sat down on his bed and looked at each other and I could feel myself tearing up. It had been a while since I had been this close to Yoongi and it was awful to see the hurt in his eyes this close to me. "I have no clue what to say to you Yoongi" I blurted out. "Then let me talk Sarah" He said, placing a hand on my leg, Bluebell licking his hand making me smile a little. Bluebell really likes him. "I know what I did hurted you badly, I'm really sorry for becoming selfish to you, who are the most selfless person in the world. I am sorry for giving you every reason to doubt my love and affection. I am truly sorry for not taking a step back when I saw the picture and thought for a second. If i did so i would have realized that you didn't send the picture and i would have talked to you as you always told me to. You never gave me a single reason to doubt you so I should have given you a chance to explain. I know you are in love with Tae and I can't blame you because I wasn't there for you so right now all i wanted was to apologize" I looked at him when he stopped talking and he cried as well as i. "Thank you for apologizing, Yoongi" I said, as I stood up. "Let's go down, the time must be up" I continued as we walked downstairs to continue the night and I could feel my eyes having a hard time focusing, knowing the alcohol was hitting right now.