With everything in me

Visitors at work

Sarah POV

I fell asleep in my bathroom from exhaustion and got woken up by my alarm. It was time to get ready for work. I stood up and could feel my whole body hurt and sore, as I reached for the nearest clothes, put my hair in a bun and looked around. Bluebell had been at my friend's house for a couple of days as I found my balance back in the boys' life, but right now I could really use her cuddles and my tears started forming as I looked at her basket. I had to pick her up later. I grabbed my phone, seeing a lot of messages but I wasn't ready to focus on them right now before work. As I reached the children's home and walked to my office Claire stopped me. "Sarah, Amelia and Mrs Min are waiting at your office" She said and I could feel myself stiffen. "Thank you Claire" I said as I walked to my office and opened the door carefully. "Miss Sarah" Amelia screamed and ran to me, jumping into my arms. I hissed a little, only having my eyes focused on Mrs Min who's expression was unreadable. "Can I talk to Miss Sarah alone?" Amelia asked Mrs Min who smiled at her as she left the office. I placed myself in the chair with her on my lap. "What's up sweety?" I asked, removing some hair from her face. "Boongi visited us yesterday. He sounded and smelled weird, and he looked very sad. When we hugged I asked him why he was sad and he said that his heart was broken" I felt my throat tighten. Did he visit her and his parents drunk? "And I know that you can only get a broken heart from someone you love. And i know he loved you" Amelia continued as she looked me in the eyes and furrowed her brows. "Miss Sarah did you break Boongi's heart?" She asked, lifting a finger at me. "I think I have Amelia," I said, drying my cheeks. "But it wasn't on purpose" I continued as her look softened. "It can't be because you also love him," She said. "Yes I do." "When he comes to visit you, give him an even tighter hug so half of it is from me. This tight" I said and squeezed Amelia, causing her to laugh loudly and I smiled for the first time today. "I Will Miss Sarah" She said as she Jumped off my lap to open the door she could now reach, letting Mrs Min in again. "How is everything at home?" I asked her, trying to avoid her eyes. I looked down on some papers. "She is a sweetheart. We are really happy" Mrs Min answered. "That's good" I said, and looked up trying to fake a smile, her eyes not leaving me. "How are you?" She asked, and I felt myself sigh. "I don't know what was said yesterday, but it really isn't as it looks." "And to answer your question, awful" I continued, whispering the last part so Amelia wouldn't hear. "I really can't see how it isn't how it looks" She said and with her judgemental look i knew she knew everything. Yoongi's drunk ass has probably let everything out. I looked at Amelia, admiring the paintings on my wall. "I really can't explain with her here Mrs Min" "But i just want you to know that there is a side to this that isn't spoken about." And as if the universe knew I needed a break before collapsing a knock on my door interrupted our conversation. I yelled come in, and from the door Taehyung's head peaked in. "BOYFRIEND" Amelia yelled, as she ran to Tae, jumping onto him as they both laughed. Mrs Min gives me a confused look. "Yeah, she decided Tae was hers," I said, looking at the two of them, spinning around fastly as my office got filled with laughter. "I would have chosen Tae as well if i was her" Mrs Min said, laughing as well, looking at them having a heart to heart conversation about what to do with my sad face. "Please take care of her" Amelia said to Tae as she grabbed his face between her hands. "Her heart is broken. Just like Boongi's" She continued. "Sweet Amelia, don't you worry about Sarah" "I will make her happy" He said, as he let go of the little girl. Mrs Min and Amelia said their goodbyes and as they closed the door behind them I broke down, crying and sobbing wildly while screaming, pushing everything from my desk to the floor. "Sweetheart" "Oh my god" "Please don't" Tae said, running to me as he picked me up, placing us at the couch he just held me while i cried.