Ghost x Reader x Soap - Stay with me

Part 15- Here we go again

Y/N POV

-Days later-

Things were still going like they were, Ghost showing off with Lana and me and Soap showing them both up but this time once again Ghost has turned into a stalker.

"He's watching." Soap looked over his shoulder to the dinning area where Ghost was sitting and staring.

I giggled. "Let's see how uncomfortable we can get him." I straddled Soap's lap and kissed him.

Soap reacted right on cue, grabbing my hips and kissing me back. I almost broke the act in laughter as I heard a chair clatter to the ground and a door slam.

"You're so evil." Soap chuckled breaking the kiss.

"I know." I found joy in watching Ghost hurt, he had not only left me, but has repeatedly hurt me.

I climbed out of Soap's lap as Ghost's door flew back open. "Y/N, I need to speak with you. Alone."

I rolled my eyes. "Fine." I got up and Followed Ghost into his room, he shutt the door behind me.

"What is it now Simon?" I folded my arms keeping close to the door.

Ghost straddled his desk chair, he took off his mask, exposing his face. Something I hadn't seen in so long. I felt tears prick my eyes. I quickly shoved them away.

I will not cry for you anymore.

"Y/N.." My heart leaped at the way he said my name.

Stop. No. Not him. Not again. Not ever again.

"Yes?" I tapped my foot trying to act impatient.

"Why are you determined to break me like this?"

"I have no idea what you mean." I shifted uneasy.

"Bullshit. Johnny, really? One of my best friends." Simon looked at me, his eyes pleading.

"Once again, why do you care?"

"Y/N.. I.." he trailed off as if he was at a loss for words.

"You're a happy couple with Lana." Those words made me want to vomit.

Ghost stood up and moved in front of me, his eyes taking in every inch of me. I felt myself melting under his gaze.

No. No no no! Stop loving him!

"I left her." My heart lept happily.

I swear to God!

"Oh, sorry I guess." I shrugged.

"I'm not. I didn't really care for her much."

"Oh." My words began to fail me.

"Leave him." Ghost's voice almost sounded like he was demanding me to.

"No." I was determined to hold my ground. I refuse to go back to the person who broke me.

"Leave. Him." Ghost grabbed my waist and pulled me into him. I felt my face grow hot.

"Who do you think you are?!" I made no move to push him away.

"Come back to me." Ghost's lips were on mine before I could say anything.

All my will power left me and I kissed him back. He held onto me as if he was desperate for my touch. I fell against him, letting him hold me, even did just a moment.

The kiss deepened. "Leave him, please." Ghost pleaded against my lips.

"Okay.." I found myself under his spell once again.

"Good girl." Ghost kissed me once more, more passionately.

A knock on the door had Ghost shoving me away and I snapped back to reality.

That's right, he only wants me as a convenience. He doesn't love me anymore.

"Go fuck yourself." I collect myself and stormed from the room and into mine. I slammed the door shut.

Tears began to pour. Fuck! I let him in again! I threw myself on the bed and sobbed.

"Y/N?" Soap entered my room. "What happened?"

I spilled everything to Soap, he looked hurt. Despite him being in on it all I knew he still liked me. "I fucking hate him!"

"I know." Soap pulled me into him. "I wish I can make it better."

I laid on his chest. "Kill him?"

Soap laughter softly. "I'm sorry I can't do that."

"Pity." Soap held me while I cried for awhile.

-Later that night.-

I sat alone in the common room after everyone went to bed, suddenly I felt a presence behind me.

"Go away." I huffed my knees to my chest.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to push you away. Bad reflex." Ghost's voice came from behind me.

"Sure, whatever."

"Y/N..I love you." I felt Ghost place his hand on my shoulder. "I never stopped."

Tears streamed down once more. I so desperately wanted to believe him. I looked at him.

"Come back to me." He gently caressed my cheek. "Please."

"Don't do it Y/N." Soap's voice cut through the dark.