Ghost x Reader x Soap - Stay with me

Part 36- Forgiveness

-Y/N POV-

The camp was silent. Ghost refused to keep his eyes off me for a moment, I didn't blame him.

"Sleep." He threw a blanket at my head as I stared at the fire. I let it fall to the ground.

"I'm good." I couldn't bring myself to look at him.

"It wasn't up for debate." He picked up the blanket and threw it at me again.

"Good to know." I let it fall once more.

"For fuck sake." Ghost grabbed the blanket and draped it around me. "Stop with the pity party."

I finally looked up at him. "I'm sorry..."

"I know." Ghost voice became soft and quiet. "Did you know he was going to kill us?"

I shook my head. "You all weren't even supposed to be there. He promised." I felt tears prick my eyes.

"Why?" Ghost squatted down in front of me.

"Didn't have much of a choice." I sighed. "They promised they wouldn't touch you all. They lied."

"Yeah, they did." Ghost reached out and stroked my cheek.

"Promise me you're not working with them anymore."

"I promise. The day you died I cut ties with them." I locked eyes with him.

I desperately wanted to put this all behind us.

"God, I can't hate you." Ghost pulled me into his arms as Soap came from the darkness.

"We're forgiving her now?"

Ghost nodded.

"Good." Soap joined in the hug and I snuggled into the arms of my lovers.

"I'm so sorry..." I clung to them as I began to cry.

"It's all over now, its okay." Soap comforted me. "we'll make this right."

"It's not though, once this is over they're going to lock me up." I sobbed.

"Not necessarily, the only ones who know you were a traitor are the Makarov and Shepherd. We kill both of them, it goes away." Soap played with my hair.

"So do what we already planned." Ghost tightened his arms around me.

We all grew quiet, enjoying each other's warmth.

"Sleep." Gaz crawled from his tent. "I'm on watch now."

We all nodded and curled up into the empty tent.

"How is he still alive? We've all had near death experiences and he's just chilling." Soap gestured towards the tent opening. "Motherfucker."

I chuckled, laying between the two men. Finally feeling safe and like everything was going to be alright.

"So did you really think you could take Makarov on alone?" Ghost played with the blankets over my chest.

"I was going to try. I mean if I died I didn't think you all would mind."

The boys grew quiet.

"We'd care." Soap looked at Ghost and then me. "We still love you."

"I know... I love you both too." I realized this was the first time I had told them that I loved them both. I felt my face go pink.

"Awh, we're loved Ghosty!" Soap teased.

"Oh wow!" Ghost joined in with the teasing.

"Oh shut up!" I huffed. "I'll kick your asses!"

"I'm sure we can take you." Soap smirked.

"Oh yeah! Bring it!" I began wrestling with Soap.

Within minutes I was pinned under him, both Ghost and him looking down at me. I felt my face grow hot.

"Told ya." Soap kept me pinned.

"This is a good look for ya." Ghost brushed the hair from my face.

I just laid there, embarrassed, yet enjoying every moment of this.

"I think we're going to make you our prisoner for the night hm?" Both Soap and Ghost Smirked as Ghost pulled of his belt.

(DEBATING WRITING THIS SCENSE OUT FOR THE NEXT CHAPTER, LET ME KNOW IF YOU ALL WANT A MORE EXPLICIT DIRTY SCENE!!))