Ghost x Reader x Soap - Stay with me

Part 28- 👀

((WARNING- GETS A LITTLE NAUGHTY NAUGHTY!!))

I spent most nights by Soap's side as he healed, once he was healed we spent most nights looking over notes planning our next move.

"You both need to rest." Price sighed stepping into the living room.

"Later." I sat curled in Soap's lap, scratching notes.

"He's right love." Soap gently took the papers out of my hands.

"But.." I let my empty hands hang in the area for a moment.

"It's not going anywhere." Soap picked me up and carried me to our small room that was once a closet. We crammed into the small bed, our limbs entangling.

"I know this isn't easy for you." Soap caressed my cheek.

"It's not easy for any of us." I grasped his hand, wishing I had held Ghost a little tighter and closer.

"Sometimes I think he's still alive." Tears welled in my eyes.

"Me too." Soap pulled me into his chest, we laid there crying into each other.

"It's not fair!"

"I know love, I know." Soap mumbled into my hair.

"Johnny.." I sniffled.

"Hm?"

"Promise you won't leave me."

"I promise. I promise with all I have." Soap gently lifted my face and kissed my lips.

I kissed him back, almost a little too desperate. Our physical touch was rare since Ghost's death. It always felt wrong without him there, teasing.

Soap's hands wandered my body, I felt myself relaxing into his touch.

"I'm sorry.." Soap mumbled against my lips. In response I just kissed him more passionately.

Ghost was gone, I couldn't bring him back. I won't waste the moments I have with Johnny. Even with his promise he could be ripped from me.

Soap moved his body over mine, hovering over me slightly, I wrapped my limbs around him, the pounding of my heart echoing in my ears.

My hands trailed over his body, pulling his shirt off, his lips met my neck, sending shivers through me.

"Do you want me to stop?" He whispered against my skin

"No!" the words sounded desperate and I became embarrassed.

Damn it. Last thing he needs to be thinking is I'm a desperate ass.

He chuckled, something I hadn't heard in a long time. "As you wish princess." His hand squeezed my hip.

I soaked in the feeling of his hands exploring my body, his fingers teasing at my shorts waistband every now and then.

I whimpered, wanting more from him. Soap tensed at my noise, his movements becoming more possessive and rough.

"Johnny..." A moan left my lips in the form of his name.