Ghost x Reader x Soap - Stay with me

part 34 - Prisoner

((TW: MENTION OF SUICIDE AND SH.))

I spent most of my days cuffed to the support post or Price. Soap and Ghost went on as if I no longer existed as if I never had to begin with.

I sat in the quiet, waiting for them to return from one of their outings. I could escape, run far from here but I had no where to go. I was the enemy to both sides now.

There were only two options if I did escape, go after Makarov on my own, kill him and maybe gain their trust back or just off myself.

I could do it, not like they'd care much anyways. I closed my eyes imagining my own death. Then dislocated my thumbs.

-SOAP POV-

"Do we have to go back?" I climbed from the van, staring at our run down hideaway, knowing she was there waiting.

"Yes." Price sighed heavily. We had all been cut deep by her betrayal.

"Hey at least she didn't help almost kill you." Ghost followed behind me.

"Might as well have." I shuffle my way towards building.

We all grew quiet entering the hideout, that's when we noticed She was gone.

"Bloody hell! Where is she?!" Ghost began searching for her.

"Damn it! We should have left a guard." I helped him look.

Price began laughing as he held a piece of paper in his hands. "Should have known."

"What?" Ghost wasted no time snatching the paper from him. "Fuck.."

"What is it?" I peered over his shoulder, I felt the blood drain from my body.

She was going after Makarov on her own...

"We have to stop her!"

"What's the point?" Ghost crumbled up the paper. "Let her get herself killed. Save us the trouble."

-GHOST POV-

I crumbled up the paper, just seeing her handwriting was enough to tear open the wound all over again.

"Simon we both know we can't sit here and let her do that." Soap tried to convince me to chase after her.

"We can. No point in risking our life for her. She's a traitor." I crossed my arms.

Fuck her. I had already forced my emotions and feelings for her to shut off.

"Simon.." Soap was almost pleading with me.

"No."

"Well you don't have much of a choice, if she knows where Makarov is, we need to follow her." Price chimed in.

"Plus..She's one of us still. She could of had us killed off a long time ago, she didn't. She's been keeping us safe." Gav added.

"Safe?!" I snapped. "She constantly put us in danger knowing what we could possibly run into. She's not one of us, she never was!" I stormed outside.

They've lost their minds thinking she's been keeping us safe, she's nothing but a traitor with only her own interests in mind.

I had to keep telling myself this, if not, I would run right after her.