Ghost x Reader x Soap - Stay with me

Part 8- One too many

-Y/N POV-

That night Soap, Roach, Gaz and I decided to go out the bar that night to help me get my mind off of Ghost. I had decided to avoid him as much as possible.

"I'm sorry about that. If I had known why weren't to say anything I would of kept quiet." Gaz apologized once more and I downed another drink.

"It's okay, it's not you fault. He should have told me." I said loudly as I noticed Ghost entering the bar.

Soap moved closer to me to block my view of Ghost. "Just ignore him. We're here to have fun."

"Right!" I felt myself growing tipsy. I had been downing drinks like they were water. I wanted to forget everything even just for a second.

"Soap." Ghost said from behind me, he was close enough I could feel his heat on my back.

"Fuck off Simon, we're having fun!" I grumbled. "Your existence is ruining it."

"I think you've had enough." I heard concern in Ghost's voice.

"I think you've had enough." I mocked him. "If I still remember your name it's not enough!"

"Leave her alone." Roach got off his stool and gently pushed Ghost back.

"Y/N.." Ghost sounded hurt.

"Dude, you fucked up, let it go." Soap stared him down.

"He more than fucked up!" I pouted a little. "But it's fine, let him go Roach. He can be a pest if he wants."

Roach looked at me and then Soap, Soap shrugged and Ghost took a bar stool next to me.

"You shouldn't be drinking so much." Ghost pulled my drink away.

"Screw you!" I took it back. "I said you could stay not try and boss me around."

"I think he's right though." Soap gently took it from me this time.

"You're no fun." I pouted at Soap. "Please Johnny boy?" I gave him puppy dog eyes.

"Sorry love, no more." Soap chuckled.

"Johnny boy?" Ghost raised his eyebrow under his mask. "When did you start calling him Johnny?"

"Um, when he came to my rescue after you broke my heart for the second time." I grabbed Soap's and pulled him along. "Now if you excuse us, we're dancing."

Soap mouthed sorry to Ghost.

"Don't be saying sorry to that ass!" I drunkenly stumbled to the dance floor, Soap held my waist keeping me from falling.

I watched Ghost out of the corner of my eye. He sat uncomfortably, watching with his eyes scrunched up. I began grinding on Soap.

"Enough!" Ghost came to the floor and yanked me away from Soap.

"Let me go!" I tried to bite his hand but ended up stumbling into him. No... Tears sprung to my eyes.

Ghost held me up. "I'm taking you back to base."

"Fuck off!" I cried as he dragged me from the bar. "I hate you!"

"I know you do." Ghost said softly, picking me up as I stumbled.

"Do you?! Then why won't leave me alone?!" I sobbed louder.

"Because-" Ghost stopped talking. "Forget it."

"You never loved me!" I wailed and I felt Ghost tense as he buckled me into his vehicle.

"Stop yelling." He shut my door and climbed into the driver's side, starting the vehicle.

"You let me think you were dead!" I continued to ramble on but Ghost stayed silent.

When we got the base he carried me to my room, Price was sitting in the common area.

"Is she okay?" Price got up to help.

"Soap let her drink too much." Ghost tried to keep his grip on me as I squirmed.

"Price! Help! I'm being held against my will!" Ghost set me down as Soap and the others came in.

"Soap!" I stumbled to Soap. "Save me." Soap held me.

"Let's get you into bed." Soap pushed passed Ghost, carrying me to my room. I stuck my tongue out at Ghost.

Soap tucked me into bed. "Johnny?" I laid there, watching Ghost hovering near the door in the hall.

"Hm?" Soap pulled the blankets around me.

"Can I tell you a secret?"

"Of course." Soap smiled at me.

"I don't hate him." I mumbled. "I still love him. It just hurts."

"I know, don't worry one day it'll stop hurting." Soap patted my head. "Good night Y/n."

"Night, night Soap." I closed my eyes and fell into a drunken sleep.