Ghost x Reader x Soap - Stay with me

Part 24- 1+1+1=3

(TW: MENTION OF SUICIDE.)

-SOAP POV-

Ghost and I laid on Y/N's bed waiting for her to get out of the shower.

"Hey Johnny?" I shifted to look at Ghost.

"Hm?" Things between Ghost and I after the beach has been odd. He's been not just affectionate to Y/N but has directed some of it to me.

"You doing okay?" He reached out his hand to me.

"Yeah, you?" I stared at him as he placed his hand on my cheek.

"Mhm. Remember when you asked me if I had feelings for you as well?"

"Uh yeah, you can forget that. I was just being weird." I was tempted to muzzle his hand.

"Well I do." The room grew silent as I laid there shocked.

What?!

The bathroom door suddenly opened. Ghost removed his hand from my cheek as Y/N jumped in the bed between us.

"Did you all kiss yet?" She giggled and I rolled my eyes.

"Almost." Ghost laughed and I felt my face go red.

-Y/N POV-

I laughed as I teased Soap and Ghost, both has confessed to me that they had developed feelings for each othet as well and wanted to make sure they weren't risking losing me if they made a move on each other.

"You both are impossible." Soap huffed and pulled me into his arms, Ghost moved in tucking himself against me.

I smiled and relaxed into both of them. "I'm just saying!"

I kissed both of them quickly. "I think we have an assignment tomorrow. I had overheard Price talking with General Shepherd. It sounds urgent."

Ghost and Soap went quite. "Yeah, you're not going on this one." Soap finally spoke.

"What?" I was confused and worry began to fill me.

"It's not important." Ghost wrapped his arms around me tight. "Let's just enjoy tonight."

I swallowed hard, now I'm panicking. What aren't they telling me?!

"No, we're talking about this! What do you mean I'm not going?"

"Y/N.. please just let it go." Soap voice cracked.

"You're not coming back are you?" I felt my stomach twist into knots.

"Most likely." Ghost sighed softly as he sat up.

"You're not going then!" I felt tears threatening to pour.

"It's been ordered Y/N." Soap sat up with me. "I'm sorry."

"If it's an order than why aren't I coming?!"

"Because we asked General Shepherd that you be the exception." Ghost plucked fuzz off the blanket. "One of us needs to keep on."

And they decided it was me?! It's not fair! They expect me to live on while they run head first into a possible death?!

Fuck that!

"Well tell him you take it back! I won't stay here, I won't go on without either of you!"

"It's too late." Soap sighed.

"Let's just spend tonight together." Ghost pulled me into his lap.

No! I shoved away from him. "If you both die I'll kill myself! I  will!!"

"Then I guess we won't die." Soap and Ghost locked eyes as if having an Unspoken conversation.