Donatello x Reader

when he has a bad day

you head down to the lair with the guys groceries, even tho they like doing it at night they prefer that you get it for them cuz you get better stuff, each turtle gives you an individual list and it's mainly unnecessary things but you try to manage. as you got down there you got down there you greeted everyone.

"guys!, i have your stuff!" no showed up just yet so you went to give splinter his tea, herbal medicines, and an art magazine

"hai sensei" you bowed
"hai my child"
"i've brought your groceries, i made sure to package them neatly"
"perfect, thank you" he made sure no one was around
"did you bring my other magazines?"
"hmm? oh yea *pulls out dad jokes magazine*
"*giggle, if the boys don't laugh i'll still be content, i am pretty funny"
"i'm sure you are splinter"

you bow and leave to see if anyone came out yet but nothing

"I GUESS I'LL GO RETURN EVERYTHING BACK, MICHAEL DOESN'T NEED THAT LAST TECK DECK SET I FOUND, OR LEO DOESN'T NEED HIS SPANISH BOOK TO PRACTICE MORE, OR EVEN RAPH DOESN'T NEED HIS NEW SAI SHARPENER, SHOOTTT I GUESS DON DOESN'T WANT HIS NEW HEADPHONES I GOT"

everyone came and ran after you...the only person who was missing was donnie

"you dude are a saint" mikey left with his deck deck set
"without this book i will not be able to understand half the gossip in the city, i was born to be a chismoso [spanish for nosy/gossip] leo left dramatically
"if this sai sharpener never came i wouldn't even be worth going on missions"
"YOU ARE WELCOME" you yelled as they left
"THANK YOU" they yelled back

you then grab donnie's headphones and go to the lab, you open the door

"hi lover" you said
"oh..hey (y/n)..." you heard sadness in his voice
"hey you ok?"
"i'm fine" if there was one thing you knew is that he was a bad liar
"no your not, what's going on?" you spun his chair around to you
"i-... you ever..., no it's nothing"
"donatello please, it's if something you need to get off your chest just say it" you hold his hand in support

he huffed

"do you ever get lonely, even when you're around people?" he said

your face dropped and looked down for a moment but you nodded your head yes, you then move yourself and him to the bed for both of you to get comfortable

"what's going on donnie?"
"idk (y/n), anytime all of us hangout and do stuff i shut down and become numb, i feel like i know the word for it but it's hard to explain, i go into this dark place and it's just me, it's like watching tv from my own brain"
"does it feel like your soul is watching everything?"

he nods yes

"it's called disassociation, i know what you mean, it happens a lot to me"
"really? i could never really tell"
"it's cuz i'm so use to it but i'm trying to stop cuz it does take a toll on you"
"and that's the thing, i'm not sure, i'm always the one with the answers but this is the one time i'm not so sure"
"maybe that's what it is, your expectation is to be perfect but the thing is donnie we're not always perfect... and that's ok"

you begin to grab his face and he should know by now to get use to it but he still stays in internal shocked and blushes, he smiles and grabs your hand and nuzzles it and his heart is content

"you have a point there my love" he kisses your hand
"and if it does happen again what i like to do is just breath and play my mixtape of music, you can barrow it if you need to"
"i gave a good amount, i can probably just pick one of those but thank you" he still kisses your hand

you then his him in the forehead and go grab his headphones

"i got you the apple headphones you wanted" you handed it to him
"thank you my sweet, i shall break it down and make it better"

he kisses your cheek and begins to play music to clear his mind

[play GUY.exe by superfruit]

you started to laugh cuz this song is literally about him and you definitely knew this was his confidence boost jam