Am I wrong to ignore how I'm feeling
Even if I don't know how I'm feeling
Even if I'm broken down and I'm kneeling
I can't feel a thing
I was just your one time fling
I know it hurts, or at least it should
And if you wanted me back? I know I would
Go to you even though it's bad
But you make me happy, I don't like being sad
But seeing you with that person
My emptiness is only to worsen
I want you happy, that is true
Even after all I've gone through
Because of you
I've been beat
I've been cursed
I stayed on my feet
Cause when you need I'm there first
To see you smile makes my world so bright
I'm so lost without the light
I keep you close to my heart
With memories the tears will start
I choose to ignore the pain those images bring
Instead I focus on my writing
On day I'll sing the song to you
The one I wrote about what I've been through
The pain I feel, the things on my mind
Why is it my happiness is so hard to find
Why did you have to be so kind
I shared everything with you
My thoughts, memories, dreams
Just for you to go and leave
But don't worry my eyes are dry
there are no tears left to cry
No rivers no streams
No one has to hear my screams
I may hurt, I still don't feel
And maybe with time my wounds will heal
So I'll keep up my act
Be happy until it's a fact
I'll tell somebody, I don't know who
But someone I trust, I'll tell them about you
How happy you make me
And how you set me free
How I cry in perfect harmony
It will hurt less I know it's true
Even so I'll always love you
In the future I'll tell my confession
For from the past I've learned my lesson
I'll take the pain and the guilt
I don't want you hurt, to need a stilt
To see you happy is all I need
Even if it's not with me
YOU ARE READING
My Poems
PoesíaMy poem app went to hell so I'm posting all my works here from now on. They are a mix of types and a lot are sad.
