My Poems

I'm sorry

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry for all the small things

The large things

I'm sorry for everything

But not for loving you

You were everything I'd ever need

But sadly the love we shared was only a dream

It wasn't true

One-sided it may seem

Severed at the seam

Loss of color scheme

It made me want to scream

But I can't

I shared with you everything

My hopes, my dreams, my fears, and the parts of my past that's better off forgotten

Yet I don't regret

I don't regret sharing that with you

What I regret was not being able to show you how much you meant to me

I regret believing that you might stay after doubting you would almost everyday

So I'm sorry

I'm sorry I wasn't good enough and for waisting your time

Cause now you say we're friends but we hardly talk do I even cross your mind

You were so kind

As was I

This is what I get in return, I never learn

It's been like this since birth

I give my relationships my all

I think and think and think again

Afraid that if I make a mistake they will leave

But sadly that's the problem it may seem

Even if I don't make a single mistake they still leave

So thank you

Thank you for helping me finally realize

I'm sorry, but thank you