My Poems

"I'd never do that crap"

Easily influenced is what you are

To your body you cause harm

Just try it once is what they said

On accasion your nose bleeds red

You won't get addicted?

My heart, from me you've evicted

You make promises you cannot keep

As passing hours you hardly sleep

You're strong willed or so you say

Yet not strong enough to even attempt to turn away

Raised around it may be true

It's rotting you through an through

You're a good person

You're memory and mood only worsen

'I'll do it every so often maybe once a year'

You do not realize you've triggered my fear

You said once now you do it every day?

What do you want me to say!?

The green was one thing. This is another!

No matter what we still love eachother

What you're doing is in vane

It will not cure your pain

It hurts me to see you like this!

I do not say

I know you won't be the same.

I am afraid...

I don't wish for you pull away.

I do not wish for your pain

Nor do I wish for you to fade!

I just wish you would see.....

See what you're doing to me... your family

I wish to show you the world isn't all that bad

I am so afraid to make you mad.....

'I'd never do that crap '

Trees drip their sap

'Once a year'

In creeps the fear

Everyday

The life I try to save

I wish I could do more to end this war and help you soar

Your future haunts me to the core

(I'm sorry this was so long much like my others)