Supernatural Case Files

Damian: The lost smile

1.3.3
Chapter 2

"Mommy...
Daddy...
Are you mad at me?

Why don't you play with me like you used to?

Mommy; Daddy;

I need you,
Without you, my soul longs for peace." Spoke Damian with his innocent voice and fierce stare.

Olivia followed Ismail to that place.

Tyler followed Umber into the dark.

"I miss you;
I miss you, Mom,
And I miss you, Dad,

Will you make my soul happy?" Spoke Damian, with tears rolling down his desperate green eyes.

"Wish I could close my eyes." Muttered Umber forcing her eyes close.

"Stay beside me." Recommended Tyler, he hugged the scared girl in her. Together they stood through what made them comfortable.

"Olivia go to where Monty is,
Leave me alone.
I know how to deal with him all by myself." Listening to Ismail with a bit of confusion Olivia pulled off her grip from his shoulder. Losing his stability, Ismail landed on his knees. Olivia quickly rushed out of site. Running Onto the next room that seemed like a library, Olivia felt relieved when her hazel eyes landed on Monty going through a leather diary.

"Is Damian still among us?" Questioned Umber with her eyes still shut tight. Her hug was tightly squeezing Tyler and their heart rhythm felt touched. "I don't know it myself," spoke Tyler while they almost sat on the cold hard wooden floor.

"Mommy...
Daddy..
Would you die to live beside me? my soul;

Mommy,
Daddy," Spoke an innocent voice that gave crippling fear with every word.

"What's happening?" Questioned Umber with her heart racing even more.
"I can't find him." Replied Tyler in an even more shaken accent.

"Leave me alone you evil spirit,
Even though how strong of the roots you have with this place.
You still cannot stand my Quranic exorcism.
I've spent several years to be more perfect in my holy Quran.
With every knowledge I have, I warn you to leave me alone for your sake." Spoke Ismail in a firm voice.

"You mistreated me!
You shall not live up to another day.
You refuse to come along,
I shall take you to where I am." Whispered Damian in a slow, deep, raspy, most distorted pitch that even would tear down the muscles of an adult.

"Bismillah... hir... Rehman... nir... Raheem
By the name of Allah, I swear to recite all Ayah that occurs in my memory regardless of its strength to drive you away.

Only just a final warning and you won't have time to regret on your vanishing soul.

I will make sure to conclude your presence.

Bismillah
Qhul yayuhal kaafiroon.."

"You got me this time.
But I would seek my revenge,
I would come to attack your life's will,
And then I will see who will separate us from uniting."  Said the child as his unrealistic, painful, and raspy voice grew even more painful and intolerable to hear. Ismail stayed firm while he recited several Quranic verses to further weaken his soul. Unable to bear the grasp of these powerful ayahs Damian had no choice but to vanish as smoke escaped through the open space.
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Edwin's Diary-
'Hello,
This is Edwin Claire, or what you call me Quen Falkland.
Quen,
The name you provided me during birth.
Sad that I couldn't live up to my name in my birthplace.
What was I thinking
Or should I say what was my previous personality up to?
My personality I had used to stay stubborn on its spine.
It was all of its stubbornness and pride, that this sober personality of mine longs to feel your reflection.
How are you and sister Sacha? Quen never thought about you, unlike Edwin.
When I look back upon myself, I remember having a spark of eagerness in my eyes that drastically dimmed down.
Quen gave me my interests, and those interests developed into passion and slowly you faded into my memories.
You (Renada) and Sacha.
Wish my passion for traveling didn't match up with my arrogance.
Filling up my eyes and tears with passion,
I realize how Edwin made me realize Quen's cruelty,
The things Edwin lacked during his life were all fulfilled for Quen Falkland. Except Edwin had more worth for his longing and Quen had little to none for everything lay close to his gaze.
Now that I am lost from your life do you still value me the same?
Mom, Sister;
I keep Edwin away;
But Edwin Claire is the polar opposite of Quen Falkland.
I am sure Edwin can be a drug to all the bitterness Quen had left among you. Edwin can be the aid.
The realization of my (Quen's) coldness gave birth to the much warmer me that is Edwin.
I felt warmer for what all I made you endure while still being Quen. Your hardships.
Now, I hate myself for the long-lost partition.
Even after I willingly parted ways after living together for so long.
But deeper down, I still long for your presence.
Refilling memories drives me deeper into my depression, and seeing your face in my mind lifts my stress. My anxiety still peeks up its limits with the realization of how kind of a family I left behind. The humble, loving, and lively house, I lived in. Longing alone in my limitless void gives me plenty of space for panic and wanting how could have happened with alternation.
After our partition Tango, my sweet bulldog never made me get swept into my limitless void. Now that I lost him a while ago after he battled this cancer, I still can't help running away from life and style.
Skipping places alone did bring me actual peace these days, for what I call it travelling.
***
Moving into the cottage deep within the tropical shades, for my escape.
Never did I wonder,
Moving this far away into the wilderness, nature, and purity far from the impure civilization would have this dense impact on my livelihood.
***
When I first moved into the wilderness, my loneliness drove me suicidal.
Moving away to escape from the loss of Tango paid no benefit to my mental health. This empty cottage would drive me crazy. Those old walls, the dusty old furniture, and the darker roofs always felt like colliding with my broken, hallucinating mind. Life was driving me helplessly crazy under the dim candle lights.
Mother Annie, used to provide me food out of her empathy. Being ancient to her age, Old Annie always chose to stay by my side apart from the fact that she was the only friendship I had believed in the coming days. Within her wrinkled warm eyes, I could almost see your reflection. Mom!
Mom, I could barely force myself against draining a few more tears out of our memorized faded bond.
Wish we were still standing beside,
Nevertheless, I can still warm my freezing heart around Mother (Annie).
***
Living away in the deeper forest while being a distant neighbor of Annie, I realized we were not the only ones to roam around.
A lad, looking up to me for a fatherly figure.
Those cold green eyes,
The amount of loneliness, hopelessness, and emptiness residing in his greener eyes reflected of how those greener eyes were expressing similar emotions that my blue eyes displayed for quite a while.
Likewise how he longs for his parents, I can almost say the emptiness I felt while staying around the similar circumstances for quite a long.

'Damian,
Is that you?
I wonder
If you could reflect upon my Quen side
Or My Edwin's side.

How much do I want to be as gentle as Edwin and how anxious I am to get your stares off from my sight?

Damian,
You always reflected upon my deep only heart.''
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