Things ended badly with y/n and hawk. Hawk hurt her so bad when he was in cobra kai. He was physically and mentally abusive to her infront of his cobra buddies and one day he punched her right in the face. He didn't mean to. He just got so angry because y/n was defending demetri after he broke his arm. He got angry because he always wants y/n to be on his side and it hurts him when shes not.
This was the breaking point of there relationship and y/n dumped him and blocked him on everything and hasn't spoke to him since.
Hawk had to apologise so hes going to do it the old fashioned way. Hes going to write her a letter.
He sat at his desk with a pen in his hand ready to explain himself.
Dear y/n,
Words can't express how fucking sorry I am for how I treated you. You deserve so much better than me. You are kind and beautiful and much better than what I deserved. You stood by me even when I treated you terribly. I've never understood why. Maybe you were scared which I would completely understand if you were but that kills me. I always wanted to be the boyfriend you deserved but I wasn't. I hurt you just to look tough. I'm so pathetic. I'm sure you agree.
I know your not going to forgive me ever and I don't blame you but I just need you to know how sorry I am and how much I love you. I love you more than life. I can't stop thinking about you. Your beautiful smile and contagious laugh and pretty eyes and your soft kisses and your loving hugs.
I miss everything about you but you deserve better and I want you to go and get better but before you do please know I love you and I'm sorry. You stood by me through everything. Every time I was bullied you were there then I bullied you and demetri and I hate myself so fucking much.
So princess I really hope you read this. I don't blame you if you rip this letter up and set it on fire. Thats what I deserve but I just needed you to know I'm sorry. I'll never stop being sorry.
Lots of love
Eli
