Her obsession (Giyuu x reader)

11.

"God why am I so stupid? I even thought I had a chance with him after he was the one who finally kissed me while now he's saying that he doesn't have feelings for me." You said to yourself

"Plus he has a goddamn girlfriend, if he cheated on her what are the odds that he won't cheat on me in the future?
Speaking of cheaters...
I should call Douma." You then continued.

You knew you were getting yourself into a troublesome situation with him but you didn't care.
It's been years since he started flirting with you, he's not the type to chase someone for a long time of period so that might mean that his words were genuine, even if you hardly believed it.

The next day you woke up with a gloomy feeling. You checked what day it was and you saddened.

It was the anniversary of your parents' death.
You didn't feel like going to school so you skipped it, it's not a big deal since today you had kinda useless subjects... P.E. in particular.

You slept a little bit more and after that you got ready and went to buy some flowers to put on their grave.

You loved your parents a lot but work was always in the middle of your relationship so you spent most of my time at home alone or with your nanny.

You sighed as you entered the cemetery and placed the flowers on their grave.
After that tears started to drop from your eyes, not because they were dead but because you felt like a failure.

They wanted you to be successful but the only thing you achieved was... nothing.
You're no academic weapon, you're not good at sports, you don't have interesting hobbies... why were you even born if you can't do anything right?

You started overthinking but you soon stopped crying since you knew that the last thing they want is to see you sad.

Giyuu's POV

School day ended and y/n hasn't shown up today... probably because of our last talk.

That's understandable, I was a dick to her but it was for the better.
I decided that I won't change her class since there are still 6 months before school ends and it will be useless, besides I don't want to answer the principal's questions about my decision. I'm worried about one thing though... if she realizes that she'll see me for the rest of the school year she probably won't come to school again.

I decided to look though her archives to find her number and ask her if we could talk.

I sighed as I sent her the message knowing for a fact that I was worsening the situation.

Two hours passed and she hasn't texted back. That's it I'm going to her place.

Y/N' s POV

You received a text by Giyuu asking if you could talk but you wasn't in the mood to listen to his bullshits so you just ignored him.

You looked at Douma's number before finally calling him.

"Y/n? What a pleasant surprise! To what do I owe this call?" You could sense the malice in his voice.
"I was just wondering if you could... come over later?" you asked reluctantly.
"I thought you'd never ask, I'll be there in about an hour ok?" His malice grew even more, causing you to get goosebumps at the thought of what could happen later.
"Yeah, see you later then." you said before ending the call.

You rushed to the bathroom and took an everything-shower. After that you wore a sexy lingerie that was meant for your first time... even though you hoped it could be with Giyuu but at this point it doesn't matter anymore.

You had still some time before Douma's arrival so you decided to prepare a charcuterie board with some wine and you placed 'em on the table in the living room to set the mood right.

Your heart skipped a beat when you heard the doorbell ring. He was strangely early.
You calmed myself down and opened the door but...
It wasn't Douma.