If Loving You Is Wrong

Tatyanna

"Taty get your ass up and stop being sad about Jr being gone you know he'll be back" Minnie says. I roll my eyes at her and just continue to lay on the couch. I haven't got a call from Jr today and he always calls me.

"Tatyanna stop laying around and get up cause Jr out there having fun so get up and let's go to that party Max having" Minnie says. Shes right though Jr is probably having so much fun while I'm missing his stupid ass when he gets back he hearing my ass.

"Fine let's get ready" I say getting up. Minnie smiling mad hard now I just laugh at her. I go take a shower and get dress. I pick out a pretty little black dress and matching heels then put my hair in neat bun.

"Let's go Minnie I ain't got time to be here all night when this party already started" I say getting impatient. Minnie the type of chick to take two hours just to get ready for to rush her.

We get to Max house place is popping people everywhere and everyone is mad cute. Minnie spot max and we head over to say hi. "Hey Max" I say hugging him.

"Looking good Taty" He says licking his lips. I roll my eyes at him "Stop playing before Jr beats you up" I laugh. Max sucks his teeth "You still with that little boy?".

"Bye Max I'm going to get a drink far away from you" Minnie follows me to the bar. I check my phone again and not on text or call from Jr I swear he just so trifling sometimes but I love him. Not sure why I am so in love with him but the heart want what the heart wants. My song comes on and I grab Minnie hand to dance with me. "Girl all that ass backing up on me" Minnie says laughing "Whatever " I roll my eyes.

We leaving the party it's damn near three in the morning and still not text or call from Jr I'm starting to think he playing games. "Hey let me holla at you for a second red" This guy says approaching us.
I roll my eyes and keep walking he grabs my arm pulling me toward him. "If you don't get you crusty ass hand off me boy I swear I'll beat yo ugly ass" I say yanking myself away.

"Damn you rude as fuck and not even that cute dumb bitch" He say sucking his teeth.

"Well bye the fuck you stop me then stupid punk ass bitch". Me and Minnie get in her car and go back to my house.

I wake up expecting to see a call or text from Jr but no. It would be too much like right to hear from him. I do miss him though. "Tatyanna let's go to breakfast." Minnie says coming inside my room. My attempt on trying to call Jr isn't going to happen with Minnie right here. "We could. Where do you want to go?" I ask getting out of bed and going to my closet. "I don't know maybe that new cafe." "We can go." Minnie leaves out leaving me to get ready to go.

"The food was good." "See isn't that better than sitting in the house mopping over Jr all day." I roll my eyes. "Whatever." We get up and head to my car. "Let's go shopping." "The mall?" "Or the outlet." "I like outlets better. We'll go there." It's an hour drive to the outlets but it's worth it. We rack up on so much shit. I don't know how we're going to carry it all inside. "This dress would look cute on you, go try it on." "Might as well." I grab the dress and go into the fitting room. I get it on and check myself out in the mirror. I do look good. I step out so Minnie can see it. "Yes girl! Your working it. You should get that and wear it next time when your going out with Jr and show his ass what he's been missing out on." I laugh and change back into my clothes. We head to register to pay for our clothes. "Okay we don't need anything else or we won't have anywhere to sit in the car." Minnie says. "Your right." We add the last bags to the our pile and head back.

I'm finally done putting all my things from shopping today away and I just washed my hair. I look down at my phone and I'm so tempted to call Jr. What are you doing Tatyanna, Chill. I put the phone down and go into my bathroom pulling out my rods. I begin curling my hair up. Once I'm done my bed is calling my name, nap time.

I look at my phone and it's only 3 pm. I try calling Jr again, no answer. This is beginning to make me mad. I sit there thinking on what I'm going to do next then my phone rings. "Oh now he decides to call." I roll my eyes awhile picking up the phone. "Hello?" "What's up baby?" "Don't baby me Jr." "I'm sorry. I was handling some business." "Sure." "I miss you." I smile, "I miss you too." "What you been doing?" "Just went shopping with Minnie and that's about it." "You got something for me?" "I might." "I like the sound of that." "What you been up to today?" "Just working really." "I want to come visit." "Nah. You don't have to do all that. I'll be down there soon." "What's soon?" "Can't put a date on it just yet." "Oh... What's all that noise... Where you at?" "My windows down and I'm In the car headed to the crib... Where you?" "My apartment." "Oh... Baby Ima call you back." Just when the conversation was getting good. "Alright Jr." "Don't be like that. I love you man." "I love you too."

"Minnie what did you do with the oil?" Minnie comes into the kitchen and reaches into the pantry. "Your cooking? You must've spoke to Jr?" She says rolling her eyes. "I did." "What excuse did he come up with?" "You know he's working out there, just been busy." "Girl whatever." "He'll be home soon to visit and things will go back to normal." "Okay Taty. We'll see. What do you think is the problem on the lack of communication this week? I know any other time y'all would be caked up." "I think the distance is playing an effect on the both of us too." "Could be." She says sitting at the table.

I'm dressed and ready to go, why Minnie is dragging me out for the second night in a row I don't know. "Who's party are we going to?" I ask. "You know Ty, my cousin." "Oh." We arrive 20 minutes later... I'm ready to go already. It wasn't even 150 people here. "Minnie seriously? We got dressed up for this?" "I didn't know. Oh look there goes Kyle. I'll be back." "Minnie really?" I can't believe she just left me alone. I find a less crowded area and take a seat. I don't even know what this music is they're listening to. I pull out my phone and text Jr, :Hey.:
Jr: What's up baby?:
:Nothing sitting at this boring party.:
Jr: Who you out partying with?:
:Minnie of course.:
Jr: Oh.:
:What you doing?:
Jr: Laying down. I wish you were here.:
:I wish I was too.:
Jr: Soon though we'll be back in action.:
"Taty what are you doing over?" Minnie asks. "Texting my man. I'm ready to go." "We just got here." "It's dead tho. I feel like I'm a funeral." "Your crazy." "No I'm ready to leave. I could be on the phone with my baby rather than sitting here." "We can really go if you really want to." "You seem like you don't want to. I can try my best to last at least an hour." "Thank you!" She says disappearing again. I send Jr a reply, :I know. I miss us.: I sit there and observe my surroundings waiting for a reply. I am never coming to another one of Ty's parties. I start to think Jr isn't going to text me back so I put my phone up. After sitting there for twenty minutes my phone vibrates.
Jr: I know these last few months been kind of crazy with the back and forth travel but thank you for rocking with me.: "Okay now I'm ready." Minnie says coming over. "Let's go then." We leave out, Minnie drives us home. I text Jr back,
:I wouldn't have it any other way. I love you.:
Jr: I love you too but aye.:
:Yeah what's up?: We pull up to my apartment and head inside. I go in my room and shower then changing into my sleeping clothes. I look down at my phone and no reply yet.
Jr: You have to chill with calling me back to back. If I don't answer the first time I'll call you back when I can.: No this nigga didn't. :Fuck you Jr.: I cut my phone off and head to sleep.