If Loving You Is Wrong

Tatyanna

This shit is with Jr and Cay is driving me crazy feel like I'm growing grey hair already. After my little blow up session I decided to go over Jr place talk it out and work it out I didn't stay in Atlanta just to lose him all over again. Get dressed up in my cutest outfit , iron my hair bone straight. I check the mirror before I leave making sure I look A1 and spray on a little of Jr favorite perfume.

I pull up in front of his crib and dial his number "I'm outside" I say . He opens the door shirtless causing me to smile. "Like what ya see" he says smirking. "May I come in Jr" I say ignoring this little conversation. He steps to the side and let's me in "Looking good baby" He says. I sit on his couch and he takes a seat right next to me. "Where do we start Jr?" . "I don't know Taty , but look I can't change that Cays pregnant and to be honest I'm kinda happy this going to be my first born". I roll my eyes. "Jr do you understand how I feel? Like do I matter to you ?". "Of course you matter to me Taty I wouldn't be sitting here listening to this trying to show you that I love you".

"This baby will be coming regardless I have to deal with that I got no beef with that baby. but that bitch need to know her place you're with me and she should respect that but she'll only respect it if you let it be know" I take a deep breath "I've been here Jr and I'm still here so that should show my loyalty towards you Jr ; hope you don't ever question that shit I'm down for you". A slight smile appears on Jr face "Thank you baby I love you remember that". "I love you too babe" I say smiling.

"Now onto better things you know I'm in cosmetology school and I've always love doing hair , maybe we can work on opening a hair shop for me later on in the future once I complete school and you know the music career is booming" I say smiling. Jr laughs "Think it's a good idea shorty will work on that". "How is the music I've been so caught up in this madness haven't asked". "Going good that show made crazy money". "That's good I'm really proud of you Jr and no matter what happens to us I really hope you get where you want to be" I say. " I ppreciate that baby" Jr kisses my cheek.

"We should go to Benihana I heard the food is amazing" I saw practically drooling over the food. "Man ya hungry ass!" Jr says laughing. I give him a evil glare "Whatever Jr I love food oh well". "It's cool that what keep ya ass fat and me happy" He says grinning. I couldn't help but laugh "You're so stupid". "Let me get changed then we can go baby" He give me a peck on the lip then goes get dress.

We pull up to Benihana and it's so beautiful and the food smells so good. "This dope isn't it? I ask Jr referring to the chef cooking our meal in front of us. "It's make a nigga feel fancy and shit". We laugh "If she has boy he'll look just like you" I say. "Ya think so?". "Yup he'll be handsome just like his daddy" I say smiling. "You know I try" He says rubbing his chin.

After we finish eating we go back to my condo. "Want ta smoke with me ?" Jr ask rolling up a blunt. "Yes" I say smiling. Jr put me onto smoking never really cared for it. It relieves my stress last week I'm surprise I ain't smoke would had a blunt in my hand and a cup of Henny. "What you thinking about?" Jr ask. "Nothing babe" I say smiling. I don't want to get to comfortable and get this shit pulled right up under me again. Jr pass me the blunt and I light it up I breath it in and exhale slowly.

We down to two blunt I'm a happy camper. "Can't believe I made you a little pothead , remember the first time you smoked with me shit was funny ya ass was coughing up a storm" Jr says laughing mad hard. "I remember that shit you was trying to kill me Jr!" I say laughing. "Mane ain't my fault you had them baby ass lungs". I straddled Jr lap and stare into his eyes. "Love ya too Taty" He says holding me. "Thank you Jr" I give him a peck on the lips. "What fa?". "Even we had bad moments our good moments really over come them I can't forget all the good times we had , all the laughs you made me see the world differently taught me stuff I didn't know". "I had to put my shorty on ta the world so fuck niggas would try to play you" Jr says.