If Loving You Is Wrong

Tatyanna

I wake up mad early to do nothing this shit on my mind I can hardly sleep. I get up and go do my morning activities and get dress , don't know why I'm getting dress I ain't got shit to do today might as well stay home and lay in bed. "Tatyanna what are you doing?" Minnie ask laying on my bed. "The fuck it look like I'm doing" I say rolling my eyes. "Tone that attitude shit down Taty I ain't do this to you Jr did , that don't give you a reason to sit in bed all fucking day acting like this get you ass dressed there is plenty of cute Atlanta guy out here who would die to have you in there hands , and fucked up" She says. That made me smile. "Okay I'll get dress is there a Starbucks around here?" I ask.

She gives me the address for a Starbucks not too far from her place. I get dress I some shorts why not show off the body God blessed me with. "Alright Minnie I'm going to go check out Atlanta I'll call you if anything happens to me and you know after this we can go to dinner my treat" I say smiling.

Head off to Starbucks and of course I'd run into the chick from yesterday. "Hey do you mind if we talk?" I ask her . She just look at me. "I come peace I swear." I says throwing her hands up. "Sure." She orders her drink and find somewhere to sit, after ordering my drink and look for the chick and go sit in front of her. "I'm Taty." "I'm Casha"

"So look I know you still might be feeling some type of way about the whole situation-" "Obviously." She says cutting me off. This bitch is mad rude I should be mad at this hoe so she need to fucking chill about this shit. "Okay, but did you know about me?" I asks. "I had no idea you existed, if I did do you really think I would have been with him." She say with a slight attitude. "Some girls are stupid and grimy these days." I say with a smirk on my face.

"Well rule number one I'm not like the rest of these females. Did you know about me?" She asks me rolling her eyes. This chick really needs to tone that shit down before I snuff her ass dead in her face. "Sort of but never directly knew about you." "So you half way knew about me, but you stayed... Who looks stupid now?"

"You can't blame a girl for being in love." "Well that made two of us." She says sipping on her frap. "How long were yall together?" I ask. "About 4 months. You?" "Almost 9." "Wow. Fucking Hilarious." She says laughing. Jr is fucking hilarious can't believe his punk ass, almost half our relationship been a fucking lie.

My phone vibrates on the table. "I've got to go, but it was nice meeting you Casha." I says looking at my phone getting up. "Wish I could say the same." She says. I give her a little fake smile and politely leave the table. Jr been blowing up my phone haven't answered not one call. "What?" I say annoyed. "Damn finally answer the phone Taty let me explain please" Jr says. "Jr explain what how you cheat on me , basically saying that our relationship meant nothing too you". I hear Jr sigh. "Tatyanna I love you I really do I don't know what do to do at this moment I'm sorry". "Fuck your sorry Jr" I hang up not wanting to hear this shit anymore.

I pull into this shoe store check out what they have. "Welcome may I help you?". "No I'm just looking thank you". The place was cute had some decent shoes. it's still early I think I'll go see what Georgia has to offer business wise and whatnot. I pull up to this empty business spot it looks great for business. "You like the spot?" I hear someone ask. Turn around to find Jr. "Bye Jr" I say walking away. He grabs my arm.

"What Jr ? You want to tell me how you love me and it was a mistake? , You was with her basically through half our relationship you don't get it do you?" I say on the verge of crying. "I'm sorry Taty I know I hurt you but you gotta believe when I say I do love you". I laugh "Heard that shit before Jr!" I walk off and get in my car. He ruin my mood I should have slapped his ass again make me feel better.

Getting back to Minnie house there mad cars I the parking lot. "Hey Taty I decided to do something here for you , enjoy the night invited a couple friends got drinks and food" Minnie says opening the door. I smile "Thank you bestie" I hug her. Walk straight to my room take a quick shower. I pick out a simple grey dress spray some perfume and I was done.

"Damn Minnie you ain't say your friend was bad like this!?" This cute light skin guy hollers. I laugh "Taty" I say extending my hand. "Dexter" he kisses my hand. "You're absolutely gorgeous " He says. I feel my cheeks get real hot real quick. "Thank you" I say. "So you're single right?". I let out a sigh "I am dexter and you?". "Yup living the single life".

Me and dexter been talking for the longest he's a cool dude not boyfriend potential though he can't put me in my place might dominate his ass. I laugh at the thought. "What's funny" he ask. "Nothing just enjoying myself" I lie. "Yall ready to eat?" Minnie ask. I was hungry I jumped up at the sound of food. "Damn hungry much?" Dexter ask laughing. "Hell yeah!" I say. Once we sit I tear into my food it's soo good Minnie can really through down. "Minnie I love you!" I say laughing. "Its ain't it!". "Yes girl!" I smile.

"It was nice meeting you Dexter we should hang out sometimes" I say. "I agree here's my number be sure to call me" He says leaving. I go to Minnie room and lay on her bed "Thank you best friend" I say. "Anytime!". I go back to my room removing all my clothes and just get into bed and fall asleep.