If Loving You Is Wrong

Tatyanna

"Minnie let's go" I say leaving out the door our flight is at 3 and it is 2 we still at my house. "I'm coming girl !" Minnie comes out with three suit cases behind her. The taxi guy come sit the car and puts our stuff in the back of the trunk. "Airport please we are about to be late I'll give you a little extra if you can get us there quickly" I say. "No problem little lady" The guy back out my parking space and sped off to the airport. "Are you ready for this ?" Minnie ask poking me. "Hell yeah I'm ready , I was born ready girl".

We get to the airport just in time I pay the guy and rush inside to check out. Sitting on this plane means I'm this much closer to seeing my baby. I put my headphones in and watch a movie. Can't wait to see the look on Jr face when he sees me I know he is going to be surprised. I lay my head on Minnie and try get some sleep.

"Atl bitches" I say jumping up and down. Minnie and I grab our luggage and find a cab. Minnie has family here and a house so we'll be staying there for the time being. "What am I going to wear!? Got to look good for my baby" I ask Minnie. "Wear that little grey outfit you got yesterday I'm sure he'll really appreciate you in it" Minnie says winking. "Girl you went through my bags damn nosey ass" I say. "Let's go to my home girl hair salon she can do your hair all neat and slay them edges" Minnie says. "Okay let's go then" I say getting up.

We spend the day getting pampered Minnie cousin did a excellent job on my hair whenever I open up a salon I'll ask her to work with me. The moment I've been waiting for Is finally here. "Minnie come on I want to give him his gift before the show starts" I say annoyed. She's taking forever to get dressed acting like we going to the club or something. "Ready" she says like everything all cool. "Lets go before I punch you" I say. "Someone piss in yo drink?" Minnie ask laughing. We arrive to the arena but it's too late to go backstage. "Better be lucky you got us some good ass seats" I say too Minnie. The Dj welcome Jr to the stage and I scream mad loud along with everyone else this on chick in particular down the row was extra hype too.

"Jr did his thing up there I'm so proud of my baby I can't wait to kiss him and tell him congrats" I say walking out to the parking lot. "You see him?" I ask Minnie. She looks shocked and she's staring mad hard at someone "Who you see?". I follow her eyes and there he was cuddle up against some chick , my heart broken into several pieces. I gather myself together walking over there smiling. "Wow Jr. the show was fucking great." I say clapping looking back and forth between him and the chick. "Yo Taty what you doing outchea?" Jr asks moving the chick to the side of him. "What the hell is going on" She ask confused. "Funny you ask Jr. I thought why not come out here and surprise MY man and give him a gift for being crazy and thinking he'd cheat on me with some low down sorry hoe." I says laughing. "Jr what is she talking about?" The girl ask looking like she about to pass out. "Yeah Jr tell her what's going on!" I yell. "Cay let me explain." Jr says . I stop paying attention to their stupid little conversation I notice the chick walking away , could give two fucks about her dumb ass she must of been the bitch who answered his phone that one day.

Jr walks up to me looking devastated "Taty let me-". I stop him right in his tracks "Fuck you Jr I knew you was cheating but I told myself I was crazy he would never do that he loves me... I gave you my all Jr and this the thanks I get in return... This what you call love ? Taking someone's heart and tearing into a million piece then stomping on it to make sure that shit ain't alive anymore" I breath deeply. " I hate you Jr Carter!" I slap him with all my might being sure to leave a slap mark on his face. Minnie pulls me away from him taking me to the car. I put my hair in a ponytail and just enjoy the car ride. Getting to Minnie's place I kick my shoes off and grab a bottle of Henny take a shot shit burned my throat. "Taty baby girl in so sorry that happened , I never would have imagine Jr would ever cheat on you that boy was crazy over you begging me to hook you guys up , that's some fucked up shit" She says holding me.

"It really is I done nothing wrong to him but fuck it guess we wasn't seeing eye to eye" I say crying on her shoulder. "Where's my phone in going to call this stupid fuck nigga give him a piece of my mind .... what the fuck did I do to deserve this shit!? Is it cause I called constantly to check on him , or maybe cause I didn't say I love you enough , just don't fucking get it.... I'm going to bed" I take another shot of Henny and go straight up to my room. I pull out my phone go to delete our pictures but it's more difficult than I thought looking at them is a bitter sweet moment for me. Let me just sleep on all this maybe it was all just a bad ass dream and I'll wake up and it'll all be over. I turn my phone off throw it on the floor and let the sleep take over.