If Loving You Is Wrong

Casha

One month later.... These last months of my pregnancy went by so fast ! Its getting closer and closer until I meet my love. I'm excited and scared at the same time.

As for me and Jr we've grown closer and our relationship is going really great. It feels amazing to be back in his arms and him being mine again. As crazy as it may sound Me and Taty have actually hung out a few times, although Jr wasn't really feeling it. Her new man sounds pretty amazing.

It's the day of the baby shower and I was nervous wreck. "This is a cute outfit try this on." Keysha says. I try it and I wasn't feeling it at all. "Ugh no, like can you cancel baby showers?" "Girl no, we're going to have this baby shower." "Okayyy."

Jr steps in. "What's poppin in here?" "I can't find nothing to wear." "Wear that dress I like." "The pink one?" "Yeah." "I guess I'll try it on." I go into the bathroom and try it on. I come back out and Jr smiles. "You look beautiful baby." He says coming up to me.

"Really?" "Yes you look amazing love." He says kissing my forehead. "Are any of your people here yet? Or Taty?" "Yes and yes everyone is downstairs. They just got here." "Okay." Oh my gosh. "Cay chill out they'll love you just as much as I do." "Alright" Keysha puts my mommy to be sash on and a daddy to be crown on Jr. She takes out picture.

We head downstairs hand in hand. Taty was the first person I see and she was talking to some one else. "Hey girl!" She greets me. "Hey!" We hug. "Cay this is my mama, mama this is my lady Cay." His mother looks at me. "Hi how are you?" She asks clearly faking a smile. "I'm good, I'll be happy once he's out of me." "Ha. Well that's good." This lady wasn't feeing me at all. "Come Taty lets go find us a seat." She says to Tatyanna.

They walk off and Jr nieces over to come over to me. "Hey! We remember you!" They yell hanging at my legs. "Hi! Yall are even more adorable in person." "Thank you. You look pretty too." "How did that baby get you?" One of them asks. "Okayyy time to go into the living room and get started." Jr says. "But Uncle Jr I just wanna know." I laugh as we walk towards the living room.

"Hey. It's nice to finally meet you I've heard so much about you." This girl says rolling her eyes. "Cay this is my rude ass sister in law Kim." "Hi." I tell her and keep walking. I don't have time for any bullshit today. "Oh my gosh. It's so nice to finally meet you." "Cay this is my sister." Jr asks. "Hey it's nice to meet you too" "Jr tells me your the one that changed him." "Aha. I don't know if I did all of that but hey." I say laughing, She laughs.

We go up to the front of the living room and sit in our chairs. "You ready?" Jr whispers. "As ready as I'm going to be." I whisper back.

Thing we're going great. The games we played warmed everyone up. I notice a lot of his family flocked to Tatyanna. But I let it go and continue on. We opened all the gifts and there are some of the most adorable things. Jr mama got a grandmas baby onesie and some baby Jordan's, and a diaper cake.

We start wrapping up for the shower to end. I go into the kitchen to throw these plates away. I hear Jr mama talking to Taty. "Taty I just don't know what to say. That should be you not some random ass girl. My son know he knows better than to do some shit like that." "I know mama but she's really sweet once you get to know her. Me and Jr aren't together anymore. They're together now." Taty says. "Still he shouldn't have did that, in the world he's in he has to be careful not to get caught up with these bitches. They will try to trap his ass so damn fast just like her." I just know she wasn't referring to me as a bitch. "Right mama like I don't know where he found this hoe." The sister in law says. I walk right past them and up to my room. Jr is right behind me.

"Cay! What's up?" "Jr I'm not going to disrespect your mother in my house and she should treat me with that same respect." "What happen?" "Apparently I'm accused of trapping you."

He goes back down the stairs while I stay upstairs. He walks up to his mama and sister in law. "This shit will not tolerated... Now mama I love you but that shit is unacceptable. Just because you like Tatyanna doesn't mean your going to disrespect Cay in her own damn house."

"Hold on Jr who do you think your taking to?" "Mama, I'm a grown ass man and I'm with a women that I love. We're starting a family and that's the way it's going to be. If you want to be in your Grandsons life you'll have to learn to live with that." She doesn't say anything.

"I know you ain't talking to yo mama like you lost yo damn mind Jr." His sister in law says. "Stay out of this shit." "I'm shocked at you Jr." His mama says before walking out.

"Well baby shower over, get out my house." Jr yells. He comes back up the stairs. "People stay on some fuck shit." Jr mumbles before going into room. Everyone leaves and things get quiet.

I go take a bubble bath. I hear Jr go back downstairs and open the door. I hear a lil yelling but whatever I tune that shit out. This water was feeling so good. "You good?" Jr comes in asking. "Yes. You good?" "Yeah. I just don't have time for the bull man, and I don't need you stressing over shit like that." "I'm not I'm okay." "Now you are but earlier was a different story." "Because man that was rude. This my first time meeting her and you saw how she was looking."

"I know Cay but just give her sometime love." "I guess... Now help me out." He helps me and I put on my night clothes. "He'll be here in a month Jr" "I know kinda scary." "True but I think we'll do alright." "Your right."

"You think he'll sing like you?" I ask. "That would be cool. He gone get all the girls." "No he will have one girl when the time comes for all of that. Ain't no hoes about to be running through my house." Jr laughs, "You sound like a mama already." I laugh with him. "I am baby. Ain't that right Jayden." I feel him kick. He's been kicking a lot here lately.

"Listen up lil man, when you come out we about to ball out, and stunt on all these broke ass niggas." "Don't tell him that." I say popping Jr. He laughs, "I'm just letting him know." "Yeah yeah, good night Jayden, Jr." "Good night. Cay and Jayden."