If Loving You Is Wrong

Tatyanna

It's been a month since all that crazy shit went down but Georgia has welcomed me with open arms. I decided on moving out here after me and Jr decided to work on us. Sometimes I wonder if this is the right thing. He cheated once will he cheat again but love is a hell of a drug can't just drop him like that. Jr got me a beautiful Condo downtown ,sold my car in Miami and got myself a pretty white and black Range Rover. "Looks amazing" I say to myself.

Jr has been trying to get on my good side since we been talking. But I have rules first is no sex till I'm ready and he cut all ties with that bitch he cheated on me with. There's a knock at the door. I check the peep hole and it's Minnie with a ton of stuff. "What you doing here" I say grabbing things from her. "These are house warming gift.. and I know since you applied to school which I'm proud of you got you a couple more things" She says placing them on the couch. I close the door and follow her to the couch. "Minnie you really didn't have to!" I say looking at the laptop she got me. "Yes I did BestFriend this is what we do" . I get up and hug her.

"How you and Jr doing ?" She ask. "We doing good so far like this shit still hurts but I'm trying to move on from it , told him if I have to deal with that shit again I forreal leaving his ass" I say. "Amen ! But I'm sure he learned his lesson cause that first time was a hot mess... wonder how that chick dealing" Minnie ask. "I don't give a fuck , I could care less she don't give two fuck about me and I feel the same way out hats the only two thing we got in common". I put the stuff in the room then join Minnie back in the room.

Jr come in the the condo look all cute. Another thing I decide on is him living in his own place I want to take it slow. "Hey baby" I say getting up. He leans in to kiss me with me tippy toeing. "Ya short ass" He says laughing . "Whatever Jr" I playfully roll my eyes. "What's good Minnie" Jr hugs her. "Nothing much I was just leaving" She says smirking. "Bye Minnie". "See yall later". I join Jr in the kitchen. "You making us food" I ask sitting on the counter. "Yeah making us dinner" Jr says in that cute accent. "I was thinking we should invite your family up here and like have dinner and stuff". "That'll be cool but they gon be up here fa the holidays so let's just leave it at that" Jr says.

Jr finishes up dinner and sets our plates. "Jr can I ask you something" I say taking a deep breath. "What's up?" Jr says taking a sip of his wine. "Do you still love her?". Jr runs his hand through his curls. "I do Tatyanna I'm not going to lie the feeling is strange I love you both so very much". I feel tears in my eye "Okay Jr" is all I could say. We finish eating I wash the dishes. "I love you Tatyanna don't forget that , I ain't never stop loving you" Jr says walking behind me wrapping his arms around me. He kisses my neck spending chills down my spine. "Jr what if we don't work out ? You know I'll be crush completely" . "I know baby let not think of the negative we going to be positive from her on now".

I lay on Jr while he feel on ass. "Jr you like feeling on my ass" I ask laughing. "I do Taty shit soft but right man ya mom blessed you!" Jr says. "Jr you're so stupid" I laugh. "Shit I'm being forreal baby" Jr ask now gripping my ass with both hands. "Jr you're giving me a wedgie" I say squealing. "Its not me it all this ass!" Jr yells. I laugh at his stupidity. This moment is perfect hopefully it all stays this way no interruptions , just me and Jr being happy together and moving on with our life.

"I need to tell you something Taty" Jr says. I look over at him "Spill" I say. "Cay is pregnant" He says. I get off him and great now moment is fucking ruined. Tears start pouring my eyes couldn't believe what I just heard. "Jr are you sure ? How you know it's even yours?" I say. "Come on Taty chill Cay isn't like that and I took her virginity , I want to be in my child's life" Jr says. "Jr get the fuck out my house please I can't see your fucking face right now!". Jr gets up and sigh he looks back at me. "Please that should have been me carrying our child , but I guess I don't deserve it she's lucky to be carrying your baby I'm sure it'll be beautiful " I say. Can I just get a happy story like this shit is fucking ridiculous.