If Loving You Is Wrong

Casha

"Boy what do you want?" I say answering Jr's call. This boy has called me everyday asking the same thing, if I took my pills, if I did my walk for the day, blah blah blah. "What you doing baby mama?" I love the way he says that. His accent comes out with it every time. "Eating some chips." "Ima tell Grandma on you." I laugh, "It's from your bag that you bought so we going down together."

"Yeah yeah what you doing tonight?" "Nothing why?" "I gotta show.. I want you there." "You sure that's safe don't people smoke in concerts like that?" "I got a suite. So you won't be with the rest of the general population." "Alright cool." "You took your pills" "Yup." "What about your walk?" "Yes." "Good." "Is that all? I'm about to take a nap before I start getting ready for your show." "Yeah that's it, gone head and nap." We hang up. Nap time my second favorite time of the day.

I get up and start getting ready to go. I put on a dress with some leggings and some UGGs. It took me forever to find something I actually like the way I look in. Keysha drops me off.

I walk back towards Jr's dressing room. I see a few of guys from last time and they recognized me too. "Cay your huge." Roc says coming up to me. "Yeah that's the best thing you could tell a pregnant person." He laughs "My bad. The baby is all Jr talks about." Aw that's cute. Where he at tho?"

"Just go straight back and it's the 2nd door on the right." "Alright thanks Roc. It was good seeing you." "You too Casha." I go back to his room. I knock on the door before I enter. "Come in" I open the door and see Taty standing right beside him.

Is this a joke? All I know is I don't have time for this shit tonight. "Hey Jr." "Come here Cay." He says standing up. He pulls me in a hug. It's feels awkward as fuck with Taty standing right here just watching. "You smell good girl." He says once we pull away. "What's up lil man?" He says talking to my stomach.

"I saw Roc on my way in. He was shocked at how big I've gotten and he told me that the baby is all someone talks about." "Hell yeah. I can't wait till he gets here." I smile, "But aye Taty I think you should apologize for your behavior you've been acting crazy lately." "Over my dead body will I apologize she is just as wrong I don't hear her apologizing." I sigh, I don't have time for this shit tonight. "That's childish as fuck Taty." Jr says.

"But here is your ticket and here is yours." I leave out and go up to the suite and all of a sudden this bitch pops up too. What the fuck was Jr thinking? We sit on far ends away from each other. Just wait till I get back here, Jr playing.

The show was amazing and the crowd loved him. He performed my song too. I make my way back to him. "You did amazing." I say hugging him. "Thank you baby mama."

Taty comes over . "Jr really why is she here? What was the point of that lil stunt you tried to pull? Did she invite herself or did you invite her?" "What is your issue bitch? I'm here because he wanted me here. Anything else you need to know about me you can ask me not Jr."

"Yeah one other question, is that really Jr's baby or are you the hoe like I think you are." "Bitch it's his! Please check who took who virginity. I swear to God if I didn't have this child inside me I would fuck you up on God! Yall bitches keep trying me and I promise you these ain't problems you want." "Bitch fuck you and that child. Jr probably wouldn't even be around if it wasn't for that damn baby."

I laugh, "Bitch check yo nigga phone let's see who was chasing who." Jr pulls me back into his dressing room. "Cay calm down." "Jr I don't know how many times I have to tell you I don't like that bitch." "Okay I get it. I'm done trying to play peacemaker... Sit tight and I'll be back." He goes back out.

I'm assuming to check on that bitch. About 5 minutes Jr comes back in, "Hungry?" "Waffle House?" "Sure." We leave out the arena. I get in his car and we head to Waffle House. His phone rings while we're in the car. He ignores it.