If Loving You Is Wrong

Tatyanna

Waking up in just annoyed about everything . "Hey Taty I got a show tonight and I want you there" Jr says. "Okay I'll go with you Jr" I say slightly smiling. We don't really talk after that I got handle my morning actives then make myself some breakfast. "You ain't make me none?" Jr says looking at my plate. "Nope have Cay make you some breakfast" I say laughing. Jr sucks his teeth "You play too much". He grabs my plate and walk away. "Jr stop !" I say pouting. "Nah you ate enough of my food better make your own plate". I roll my eyes and grab a apple out the fridge.

Later that night I look in my closet for something to wear I pick out a some high waisted jeans , white crop top and some cute ass heels. I curl my hair and add some spray to give it that shine appeal. "Hmm look good babygirl" Jr says hugging me. "Thank you Jr can we get going please?" I ask hugging him back.

We leave out and head to the place. He introduce me too his friends and whatnot and we go to his dressing room. "You nervous?" I ask. "Nah this feels all natural too me" He says fixing up his hair. "You look good babe" I say smiling. "You finally out your little mood" Jr says flashing his beautiful smile the thing that caught my eye. "Yes babe I'm sorry for my little attitude" I say.

The door opens and in walks Cay. I roll my eyes you got to be fucking kidding me Jr got some fucking nerves inviting her. "Hey Jr." She says. "Come here Cay." Jr say standing up. He hugs her. "You smell good girl." He says once we they away. "What's up lil man" he says talking to her stomach.

I try my best to pretend like I don't hear their conversation cause I could honestly care less at this point. "But aye Taty I think you should apologize for your behavior you've been acting crazy lately" Jr says. I really think this nigga done lost his cotton picking mind "Over my dead body will I apologize she is just as wrong I don't hear her apologizing." I say. "That's childish as fuck Taty." Jr says. I shrug my shoulders the world still moving I think to myself.

"But here is your ticket and here is yours." Jr hands is our tickets. Of fucking course he puts us in the same area I swear Jr ain't go no fucking common sense. We sit far away from each other as it should be.

The show was pretty great , people out here really love him the ladies went wild soon as he came on stage. Must give him his props beside being a little hoe out here he was actual working.

I go over to where Jr and his bitch is . "Jr really why is she here? What was the point of that lil stunt you tried to pull? Did she invite herself or did you invite her?" I say. "What is your issue bitch? I'm here because he wanted me here. Anything else you need to know about me you can ask me not Jr." She says getting bold.

I smirk "Yeah one other question, is that really Jr's baby or are you the hoe like I think you are". Bitch it's his! Please check who took who virginity. I swear to God if I didn't have this child inside me I would fuck you up. Yall bitches keep trying me, and I promise you these ain't problems you want." She says yelling. "Bitch fuck you and that child. Jr probably wouldn't even be around if it wasn't for that damn baby." I say getting annoyed this hoe need to know her fucking place.

I laugh. "Bitch check yo nigga phone let's see who was chasing who." She says before Jr pulls her into his dressing room then comes back out. "Tatyanna the fuck is your problem!?". I look around to make sure he talking to me he lost his mind. "She's my problem Jr!" I say. "Get over yourself Tatyanna too grown to be acting like this , she's carrying my child have some respect for her" He says. "Respect? The fuck she did to deserve my respect !?" . "Tatyanna you got to grown the fuck up". I laugh "You know fuck you , and fuck her yall belong together in sick of this shit ! " I say with tears rolling down my face. "I'm done Jr go be with her cause obviously you're texting her telling her you want to be with her and all type of shit who the fuck am I to intervene ! " I walk off.

I hail a taxi and take my ass home. I fucking hate Jr I don't understand what the fuck I got to do get pregnant ? Like what is it. Wish my mom was alive she would know just what to say in this moment. "Mom why'd you have to die , leave me I have no one " I say out loud crying my heart out. I clean my face off and call Jr no answer of course I try again no answer. "Fuck you Jr" I say highly upset I throw my phone at the wall. "Why does love hurt so bad , don't think I've ever done anything to Jr And for him to turn around and do this fucking amazes me , she'll always have something against me should I just give up and let her win" I say crying into the pillow.

Waking up I had a major headache , I take a nice longer shower than get dress. I grab my key then head out to this little restaurant I saw by the mall. "Let me get that for you beautiful" This tall light skin guy says. "Thank you" I say. He was seated across from me I could feel him looking at me the whole time , not sure if I should be flattered or creeped out.

He walks up to my table and takes a seat. "Very bold move sir" I say. "Well keep quite isn't my style I rather go after what I want" He say with a smirk. "What's your name?" I ask. "Christopher but Chris for short and yours?" He extends his hand. "Taty" I say smiling. Must admit Chris is pretty handsome with these beautiful hazel eyes. "Well it was great meeting you Christopher" I say getting up.

"Just great" I say out loud my car won't start. I try again and nothing who am I going to call to help my Jr is acting like an ass. "Let me help" I look and Chris to the rescue.

"Thanks again I appreciate it" I say smiling. "You're welcome you should let me get your number , and take you on a date" Chris says. I laugh "Alright give me your phone" I say , I out my number in his phone and hand it back to him. "Have a great day Chris" I say winking.