If Loving You Is Wrong

Casha

It's Sunday and my baby is supposed to be coming home from Florida today. I leave in Rico's truck to go to the mall and pick up Jr's chain. I sing along with the radio and then Jr song comes on. "Ugh.." I say turning the station. I haven't heard from his ass all weekend. I pick up the chain and head back to Rico's house. I'm really ready to get back to my own apartment but doesn't look like that's happening anytime soon. "Rico!" I yell coming through the door. "Yeah" I show him the chain. "What you think?" "He'll love that shit man." "This shit is heavy as fuck." I say putting it back in the gift bag.

I go into the room, shower, and put some comfortable clothes on. "Rico where yo movies?" I ask going into his study. "Finally yo ass got on some pants... They by the bookshelf over there." "Shut up." "How many you getting?" "Four of them." "You gone watch all them tonight?" "Yup, looks like I'm sleeping alone tonight anyway." Rico raises his eyebrows,"Ain't you always sleeping alone?" "Don't act like you ain't know me and Jr sleep in the same bed sometimes."

"That's all yall doing is sleeping right? You still a virgin?" I roll my eyes, "Yes Rico." "Don't get no attitude with me. I'm just asking." "You treat me like I'm a little girl." "So." "So nothing you act like I'm really yo little sister." He sucks his teeth, "Damn okay Casha. I thought you were but I got you." "Rico I didn't mean it like that but it's annoying when I can't act like the grown ass women I am when it comes to certain things." "Alright Casha. I'm just looking out for you but okay. Say no more."

"Rico? Forreal are you doing this right now?" "I got the hint Casha." I hate it when he called me Casha. I knew I hurt his feelings forreal when I wasn't Cay or Cash. I grab my movies and leave out. "Keysha get your boyfriend out of his feelings" I say walking past their room. I get back to my room and put in a movie. My phone vibrates, it's not Jr. It's Chris: You were looking good last night girl. What does a guy like me have to do to get with a girl you? You should let me take you out one day.:
I roll my eyes "Fuck he mean a girl like me?" I close it up and start watching the movie.

My room door opens and it's Jr. I'm smiling hard as hell on the inside but my face isn't show it. I'm still mad. He drops his bags, gets on the bed and lays across me. I act as if I don't see him and continue watching the movie. "I know you see me." He starts rubbing my thighs. "Stop." I say still not looking at him. He repositions himself me laying on my chest. "You mad at me?" Like he doesn't already know the answer to that. "Bae?" He starts placing kisses randomly on my neck moving to my face. "I'm sorry I didn't call you back." He says in between kisses.

He gets in my face and kiss my lips. "You ain't gone kiss me back?" He asks looking in my eyes. "Casha I said I was sorry." I roll my eyes. "Fine be like that." He says moving and laying on the other side of the bed. "I'm keeping my surprise." He says. "Fine. I'll keep mines too." I say getting up to shut the door. "Stop leaving the door open." I say to Jr.. He's standing right in front of me as soon as I turn around. He pins me against the door. "Kill that attitude I said I was sorry." "You don't tell me what to do." "You really doing this shit Cay." "Yup. Now move." He doesn't move but just stands there and looks at me. I stand there with my arms across my chest.

He smirks and laughs. "What the fuck is funny?" I ask. "You" Haha ain't shit funny nig-" I get cut off by him kissing me and stuffing his tongue down my throat. "Say you forgive me and I'll move." Hell nah if he keeps kissing me like this we can stand here all night. Get it together Cay. "Alright man. I forgive you." "You mean it?" "Nope." "Cay?" I look up at him. "Okayyy I mean it." "Give me a kiss." "No I don't feel like." I say looking down. The last one already had me turned on. A few seconds later I look up and he smiles. I kiss him on the cheek and he moves.

I grab his gift and sit back on the bed. "What's that?" "Yo gift" He sits on the bed and I throw it at him. "Ouchhh. That did hurt you know." He says being extra dramatic. I laugh. He pulls out the chain. "Oh shit! I love it girl!" I smile, "Happy birthday baby." "Thank you. Now it's your turn." He digs into his duffle bag and hands me something wrapped in some paper. I open it up and smile. "That's the very first copy of my new album." He says. I jump on him pushing him back on the bed. "I'm so happy for you baby." "I'm finally getting somewhere."