If Loving You Is Wrong

Tatyanna

It's been a month me and Jr relationship is on the line cause this is ridiculous I understand he is doing business but he ain't never act like this before. I don't think I'm asking for too much just show me the love that I show you and treat me how I should be treated I've been down for Jr for a while. Minnie called me saying we should go do something hopefully getting our nails done . I get dress up putting my hair in a bun and spraying myself with my favorite perfume. My phone starts going off its Minnie calling me. "I'm on my way too your house probably about twenty minutes" I say grabbing my things.

Pulling up too Minnie's house she came out as soon as I hit the parking. "Damn you was watching for my car ?" I say laughing. "Whatever girl lets go before we late" She says getting in. "Where we going you ain't tell me nothing ?". "This address" She hands me a piece of paper. I drive to the place and it's a spa treatment. "You paying ?" I ask stepping out. "Nope somebody got us now let's go I'm ready to get my massage hopefully the guy is cute ! She says rushing to the door. I shake my head laughing at Minnie she a little hot head. The place is beautiful.

Minnie checks us in and they place us in the sauna first. "You miss Jr?" Minnie ask. "Yes but he's been playing with my emotions lately". "Ain't he coming this week or next week?" She ask. "To be honest I don't know Minnie and I just stop caring I've been trying to stay strong and be positive thinking maybe he's working and all that shit but I know he ain't been working that whole fucking time , he hardly answer my calls or text" I say feeling myself about to cry. "Don't cry I'm sure he's going to make it up" She says smiling. "You not really team Jr what happen? I say. "Nothing just in a good mood now enjoy the damn sauna".

After the sauna they took us to get facials and massage my favorite part so far is this mud bath making my skin smooth. I lay back and smile thinking about the old days with Jr no one really thought we would stay together cause he look like the cheating type but almost eight month into our relationship I could be happier; I could be but besides that.

"Taty wake up" I look up to see Minnie with a robe on and all washed up. I get out the tub and step into the shower. "Let's go girl last step here is the salon" Minnie dragged me. The salon was set up nice I can imagine me having a salon I love doing hair. "Hi welcome what type of hairstyle would you like?" The hair stylist ask. "Hmm... maybe just cut some not too short and give me a couple blonde highlights?" I say smiling "Alright relax and let me do my job". She turn my chair so my back was facing the mirror. The nail people come and start doing magic on my nails this was the best day ever feeling like a queen.

"Okay let's go get you a dress I want to go out tonight" Minnie says. I let out a loud sigh and drive to the mall. "Don't be mad when you meet a cute ass rich guy and you don't look A1" Minnie says laughing. Going through almost every store just to find the right outfit has my feet hurting. "Taty come here" Minnie screams at me. I walk over there she has this pretty ass black halter jumpsuit I'm thinking I can match them with my red bottoms and flat iron my hair bone straight I'll be the baddest chick up in there. "I'm getting these for real!" I say. we finish checking out then go back to Minnie place.

"Girl you look amazing.. that ass though Jesus your mom genes are everything ! " Minnie says examining my outfit. I laugh "Thank you boo I should take a picture and send it to Jr" I say pulling out my phone. I hand Minnie the phone and take just the perfect picture to send to Jr show him what his stupid ass is missing out on. I send the picture to Jr and he responds instantly saying how beautiful I look and he misses me I roll my eyes and put my phone in my purse. "You ready Minnie?" I ask. "Yeah let's go!". I drove out her place driving down to the club. "Wait go to your house I need something there" She blurts out. "The fuck you need at my house?" I ask. "Just go damn let's go I need to borrow one of your heels" she says smiling.

"Let's go before we late" I unlock my house door and there's rose petals all over the floor and candles. "Hey baby I missed yo pretty ass , I'm sorry" Jr says coming out the corner with a huge bouquet of roses. I start to cry "I hate you Minnie" I say giving her a evil glare. "Bye girl love you too" She says closing the door behind her. I roll my eyes at Jr and walk past him , he think he can just come up in here and act like everything is all normal cause he saying sorry. "Tatyanna bring yo fine ass over , look I know I been on that bull shit this past month baby girl but I'm outchea grinding fa us , hustling towards our future you know I love you to death girl can't no one get in between us" Jr says pulling closer to him. His cologne smells so good I can't pull away from him , I'm trying so hard to be strong but I cant.

"Jr I love you with my all but please don't play me like I'm some fool , I'm not sticking around cause this is a right now thing I see us getting married Jr having children" I start saying but Jr cuts me off with a kiss. Gripping on my ass and adding some tongue we deepen the kiss. Jr smacks my ass "Stop!" I whine causing him to laugh. "Come on let's go eat I made some of your favorite". We get to the kitchen everything is set up beautifully I can just smile all the good food and I'm hungry. "Have a seat let me cater to you" Jr says grabbing the plates and stuff.

I was full hardly had space for dessert at this point , one thing about Jr he can cook don't get it twisted. "Let's lay in bed and watch a movie" I say. Jr puts a movie in while I change into some shorts and a sport bra. "Damn!" Jr yells. "What?" I ask turning around. "Nothing baby thank you for being in my life and thank ya moms for blessing you with that ass!" He says laughing. I laugh throwing a sock at him. "Don't know wea these smell ass socks been at stop playing" Jr says throwing them back at me. We lay in bed watching the movie this couldn't feel any better.

Waking up the smell of bacon hit me instantly a smile grew on my face. I walked into the bathroom to do my morning activities. "Look at whose up na" Jr says laying a platter on the bed. "Good morning babe" I say going over to kiss him. "Damn keep tempting a nigga ima make you wish you ain't do this shit" Jr says smacking my ass. He loves doing that I swear. I get dress in one of his shirts and some short shorts. "This food is good babe" I say stuffing my face. "Glad ya like it after you eat get dress we going to check out some of my music and stuff" Jr says. I hurry up and eat and give Jr the plate. "Thanks babe!" I kiss his cheek and rush off to the closet. I pick out these denim shorts , with a green and black crooks shirt , I put my hair in a ponytail.

"Damn I missed all this" Jr says coming up behind me kissing my neck. "I know you did" I say grinding on him. "Don't start nothing you not gonna finish Taty" Jr says laughing. "Let's go I want to hear what you been doing" I grab my purse and head towards the front.

We get to the studio all his little friends are there. "Damn Jr how your skinny ass get a baddie like this?" One guy with dreads say. Jr laughs "Don't be lookin at her like that man , this all mine" Jr says pulling me close to him. This moment couldn't be any better I love this man with all my heart can't nothing break us up. "Aye play track two , dis for you Taty" Jr says sitting me on his lap. After hearing the song tears filled my eyes. "Jr that was beautiful , I love you" I say wiping my eyes. "I love you too baby"Jr kisses me.

Jr and I chill in the studio for a couple more hours. I even got to be on one of the tracks that he made for me. "Had fun ma?" Jr ask playing with my hair. "I did especially singing on that track." Jr kisses my forehead "What would I do with out you baby thanks for holding a nigga down". "I'd do all over again if I had to Jr" I kiss him. Jr starts dozing off I smile and follow right behind him.