If Loving You Is Wrong

Casha

A month has went by and everything has been going great with Jr. We hang out and talk every chance we get. We're still on this whole "friend" thing, which he hates of course. I haven't told Rico about us yet, but I will in due time.

Jr snaps me out my thought, "Earth to Casha." He says on the other end of the phone. "What?" "You didn't hear nothing I said did you?" He ask. I laugh, "Nah my bad, I zoned out for a second." "What you over there thinking about?" "Nothing." "Stop daydreaming about me." I laugh, "Yeah, yeah. You wish." "So you don't be thinking about a nigga?" I smile, "Sometimes." "I know." I roll my eyes,"You don't know shit." "When you telling Rico about us?" "I don't know yet." "I'm tired of sneaking around. I'm a grown ass man doing this high school shit." "I know, I'll do it soon. I promise." "You better." "Hush complaining."I say laughing.

"I'm just saying baby." "Uhm mhm" "When you gone stop playing and be my girl?" "Let me tell Rico about us dating first and then we can talk about that." "Alright then friend." He says mocking me. I laugh, "When ima see your face?" I ask. "I'll try to swing by." "Okay." I hear Keysha and Rico coming in . "Text me baby." I tell him using my code word for when Rico is in the apartment. It's childish, I know but I only had so many other options. He sucks his teeth, "Alright man." "Don't be like that." "You gotta go right?" "Yeah but-" He hangs up on me. "Rude ass" I mumble before going out my room.
I text Jr: You didn't have to hang up in my face:

Jr: I'm tired of the games Cay:

:I know, I'll make it up to you:

Jr: I think I like the sound of that:

:Lol cool: , I send smiling.

"Bae I don't think I've ever seen her smiling this much." Rico says to Keysha. Keysha laughs. "When will we get to meet this nigga?" I sit and think if I really want to do what I'm about to do,"You already know him..." Keysha looks at me. "Oh forreal,who?" Rico asks. "Um, it's-" Someone knocks on the door. "I'll be back." I go to the door and sees its Jr. I crack it open "What are you doing here?" I know he said he'd swing by but I wasn't thinking it would be this damn soon. "You gone let me in?" I open the door for him to come in.

"What's up Jr?" Rico says looking to see who's at the door. "What's up Rico?" We go back into the living room. "So who's the nigga now Cash?" Rico says getting back to our discussion. I look over at Jr, who's just sitting there. He should be smiling I'm doing this shit for him. "Well um ... me and Jr are dating." I say quickly.

"The fuck!" Rico says standing up. "You dating my little sister Jr?" "Yes I am." Rico laughs. It's almost scary, "Baby come on..." Keysha says trying to grab Rico's hand. "No let me say this first.... I'm fine with you two dating." My jaw almost dropped. "But I am mad that you didn't tell me Cash." "Rico you already know how you are. I didn't know how you would take it." "I would have respected this. I rather you be with my right hand than any other nigga. At least I know you're safe but you didn't say shit. Keysha you knew about this?" She shakes her head yes.

"Damn so everyone was in on it but me? That's fucked up." He say looking really hurt. "Rico I'm sorry." "Save that shit and nigga you could've said some.. what type of shit is that?" He says pointing at Jr. "She wanted to be the one to do it, I was only respecting her wishes." "Bullshit nigga, your supposed to be my right hand. Keysha I can't believe you either. Look I'm out." Rico says walking towards the door "Where are you going?" Keysha says following behind him out the door.

"Well that went well." I say going into my room. I hate it when Rico is mad at me, I feel like shit. Jr knocks on my door. I open it. "Can I come in?" I step back for him come him. I step into my bathroom and wipe my face. "Come here Cash." Jr says. I look out and he's sitting on my bed. I go over to him. He wraps his arms around me and lays his head on my stomach. "Damn you got a fat ass." He says grabbing it. I laugh, "Stop Jr." I move his hands back up to waist. "Nah, your mine now." He says laughing putting his hands back. "No we're still friends." He throws me on the bed in one quick move and hovers over me.