If Loving You Is Wrong

Casha

"Baby I'm about to go." I say to Jr. "Alright call me once you get there love." "Okay." I proceed to leave out, "Baby!" "Yes Jr?" "So you just gone leave without kissing me?" "My bad." I kiss his check and go back towards the door. "Wait come here." I laugh, "What Jr?" "Yo ass so silly." "So. Now what you want?" "I just wanted to say I love you." I smile, "I love you too baby. Is that all?" I ask. "Yeah well and to do this." He grabs my ass.

"Boy you playing." "God bless this ass." "Baby you can go finishing praying over my ass by yourself. Keysha is waiting on me." He sucks his teeth, "Keysha can wait." "Babyyyyy." I whine. "Alright alright. I'll see you later." "Okay." I stand there and wait because Jr hasn't let me go. He's just looking at me. "Bae.......Jr...." "My fault." He pecks my lips letting me go. "What were you just thinking about?" I ask. "You and how much of an amazing girl you are. I love you for real Cay." "Aw I love you to bae."

I leave out and get into the car Jr surprised me with this morning for my birthday. I love the boy I swear. I'm headed to the mall to find me an outfit for his concert tonight and my birthday dinner which is right after his show. I can't wait, this about to a great night. I call Keysha, "Where are you?" "I just pulled up to the mall" "Okay wait for me."

A few minutes later I pull up beside her. "Damn bitch you whippin?" "Thanks to my amazing ass boyfriend." "Jr got you that?!?" "Yup." I say getting out of the car. "Damn. Okay Jr! Rico hasn't bought me a car. I'm jealous. You so spoiled." We laugh walking inside the mall.

We walk inside our favorite store and I immediately see a dress I want. I go into the fitting room and try it on. I love it! "That's cute! ... Walk towards me." I go over towards her. "When the hell you start walking like that?" "Like what?" I ask. She gasps, "Bitch yall having sex!" "Damn broadcast it to the world." She laughs, "I knew something was off when you came over to Rico's house the last time but I couldn't put my finger on it."

"Uhm mhm" "So how is it?" "Bitchhhhhhh that's the only dick I've had in my life and lawd I don't need any other ones." I play as if I'm about to faint. "Damn, he putting it down like that... No wonder yo ass been glowing. You talking about cuz you been working out bitch please.. You been working out alright." I laugh, "Keysha chill!" "That dress is cute tho, he would love it." "You think?" I say looking at my self in the mirror. "Hell yeah and that's definitely going to make him want give you some good as birthday loving." I laugh and go back into the fitting room.

I buy the dress and head to my favorite shoe store. As soon as we walk in, "Girl these red bottoms go perfecttttt. Happy Birthday!" Keysha grabs the shoes and run to the counter. I look at these other pair while I wait for Keysha and Jr textes me. I was so into my phone I didn't notice the girl beside me. I accidentally bump into her. "Dang ma you almost knocked me down." the girl says. "My bad." Looking back down at my phone her shoes caught my attention, "Cute shoes by the way."

We finish shopping and I go over to Rico's house to get ready with Keysha. We finish our hair and make up, and get dressed. It's 6:30 the show starts at 7:30. I had to leave early because Jr wanted to give me something before the show.

We pull up at the venue and it's 7:10. His security takes us to the back. Keysha sees one of her old friend and starts talking to them while I go into Jr's dressing room.

"Knock knock." I say opening the door. He's sitting in a chair. Every time I see this man he gives me butterflies. "Damn you bad as hell. I mean excuse me ma'am I don't mean to be rude but if you have a boyfriend you can't be up in here." Jr says. "Well sir I guess I'll be on my way then." "Nah, nah, nah wait come here... I take it back you really don't have to leave. What yo man don't know won't hurt him." "I love him too much to do that." "Damn that's one lucky nigga." It's gets quiet and then we look at each other and laugh.

"So turn around and close your eyes." He instructs. I do as I'm told. I feel him putting something on my neck. "You can open." I look in the mirror and it's a necklace with a heart and infinity symbol in the middle. On the front it's engraved with my name and on the back of it, it's his initials. "Jr it's beautiful." "Happy Birthday Baby." I hug him. I knew he was not going to let me walk off without a little make out session and ass grabbing. "I love it, Thank you baby." I say once we break away. "Your welcome. I'm glad you love it. I love the way you looking in that dress if I didn't have this show that ass would be mine."

They knock on the door to let him know he has to be on stage in 5 minutes. "Good luck baby." I say kissing him. I'm about to leave out but he grabs my arm and pulls me back in. "Wait. I have another surprise for you too but it's with Rico and you'll get it at dinner." "Alright Bae." Cay." "Huh?" "I love you." "I love you too Jr."

I leave out and meet back up with Keysha. We head to our seats. This show was amazing, they really went crazy over him. I'm glad to see his dream come true on doing what he loves.

We head back to his dressing room. I see a few of his team members standing near his door. "Damn Cash, you looking good girl. Happy Birthday." "Thank you." "Oweeee there she goes." "You so silly." After I'm done talking to the guys I knock on his door.

He opens it and stand at the door. "Guess what?" He says smiling. "What?" "So your 23 right?" "Yeah. Jr what are you up too?" I ask. He looks like it's something is up his sleeve. He walks toward so I step back and we do this until my back is against the wall. He laughs. "Come on 23 birthday kisses." One of his team members yell crowding around us.

He kisses me 23 times on my face. I can't do anything but laugh. "Yeah I told yall niggas." He says leaving me out of the joke. They all pull money out. What the hell? Keysha stands there laughing. "You ready to go to dinner?" Jr asks. "Yeah." "You riding with Jr Cay?" Keysha asks me. "Yeah here. You following us right?" I say handing her my keys. "Yeah I'm not sure where it's at... But I'll meet yall out front." "Okay."

Jr goes into his dressing room and grabs his jacket. I stand outside waiting for him. He comes up behind, and wraps his arms around me. We start walking still in the same position, probably looking crazy as fuck. "Jr we look crazy walking like this." "Fuck these people." He starts kissing on my neck, "Jr not now." I say laughing trying to pull away. He starts feeling on my ass. "Give me a kiss." "Jr really?" "Yeah" I turn around and kiss him. He adds his tongue in.

"Wow Jr. the show was fucking great." Some chick yells. She looks familiar. "Yo Taty what you doing outchea?" Jr asks moving me to the side of him. What the hell is going on? "Funny you ask Jr. I thought why not come out here and surprise MY man and give him a gift for being crazy and thinking he'd cheat on me with some low down sorry hoe." The girl says laughing.

"Jr what is she talking about?" I ask as my heart starts beating fast. "Yeah Jr tell her what's going on!" The girl yells. Oh my God please tell me this is just a joke or the bitch is just crazy as hell one. "Cay let me explain." "Explain what? Is the shit she's saying true?" No response, "Answer me Jr!" I feel tears beginning to fill my eyes. I can't believe this!

Keysha pulls up beside Jr's car which isn't far from where we're standing. "Yes Cay but let me-" He tries to grab my hand but I snatch it away. "Goodbye Jr." I get in the car with tears now streaming down my face. Keysha drives off not saying a word.

"Tell Rico the dinner is cancelled." She calls him while we head back to Rico's. I get into the room and get all my tears out. I can't believe he would do this. I trusted him, I loved him, I was his best friend, I gave his nigga my heart and he had someone else all along. My phone rings and it's him. God I can't believe this is happening.

Someone knocks on my door and it's Keysha. "What's wrong baby girl?....What happen back there?" "Jr was with someone else. He played my ass like a fucking fool. The chick confronted him saying she thought she would come down and surprise her man for thinking he was cheating on her. I asked him was what she was saying the truth and he said yes.." "I'm so sorry that's fucked up ! I can't believe he did that!"