If Loving You Is Wrong

Casha

It's been two weeks and I'm still not talking to Jr. Some unknown number texts me :Hey this is Taty. Can we meet up please? I swear no drama just some woman to woman stuff: I think about it for a second.

:I don't know yet. But where?:

:The Italian Restaurant by the mall:

:Okay:

I leave out the house and head over. I get inside and I see she's already thinking down. What the hell have I gotten myself into? Just play nice Cay. I go and sit down.

"Hey Casha" "Hey Tatyanna." "So I got the baby a gift." She says handing me a gift bag from Carters. "Thanks." I smile. "So how have things been?" I raise my eyebrows at her question, "Good. How have things been with you and Jr? Since he's home more often and not with me all the time.. things should be great." "Actually they were a little better when he was with you. Now I'm stuck listening to him complain about you all day." "Aha. Well then."

"I really can't believe I'm saying this but you should talk to him. He needs you in his life as much, if not more than he needs me. It's a baby on the way, it's time to start acting like a adults. I don't mean that in a disrespectful way either but I'm just saying." "Funny tho look who's talking." "Let's not sit here and attempt to call each other out on who does what. I'm working on my ways anyway." She says laughing. I reach in my bag and pull out Jr copies of the pictures we took two weeks ago.

"Give these to him." I hand her the envelope. "I will. So how did you and Jr meet?" She asks. "The grand opening of this club and he knows my big brother." "Oh okay." It gets quiet. My phone rings and it's Jr again. I still don't answer it. I will talk to him when I'm ready to.

I looked at my phone and it was 3 o'clock I had a doctors appointment at 330. "I'm sorry I have to cut this short but I have an appointment to be at by 3:30, and the way this traffic is setup. But Thank you so much for the gift." I say smiling. "It's okay go ahead. I hope everything goes well." She says. I grab the bag and walk to my car. I go to the appointment and they give me the envelope with the sex of the baby. I put it in my bag and head back to Rico's.

As I pull up I see Jr sitting outside on the step. "Cay I need to talk to you." He says rushing over to me, looking high as hell. "What Jr?" "I'm so sorry baby girl." He says getting on his knees. He smells just like weed. I walk over him and unlock to door to go into the house. He follows behind and we sit in the living room.

"You been smoking Jr?" "Yeah..... Cay I'm sorry. These last two weeks have been hell and you've been on my mind constantly." "That's cute. I just had lunch with your girlfriend." I say halfway sarcastic yet serious."What the fuck?" I hope that shit blows his high. "It went well she wanted me to start talking back to you, and how you've been complaining all week. She even bought the baby a gift." "Cool."

"I went to my doctors appointment too and they gave me the envelope with the sex of a baby." "Forreal? Open it. Why the hell you ain't call me and tell me you had an appointment?" "I was mad at you. When I'm mad at you I'm not talking to you. You think I be playing just like when I tell you I hate you sometimes I'm dead ass." "Alright Cay chill. Just as much as you hate me you love me too." "Sadly your right" "Don't act like loving me is painful." "Tuh! No you didn't just say that shit." "Alright man, calm down. Let's see what we're having." He say grabbing the envelope.

He opens it and and a big ass smile spreads across his face. "It's a boy Cay!" He picks me up and spin me around. "Jr put me down!" "I'm happy as hell!" "Me too." I say smiling. I have to call Grandma Rose later on and tell her, although she already knew. "We need names?" "Want him to be a third?" "Hell nah, how about Jayden and his middle name can be Melvin?" "I like that. Jayden Melvin." "I can't believe this shit I'm about to have a little boy." "I'm happy we're getting what we both wanted." "Me too damn man I love it."